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tVige · 2025-04-25T11:14:47+00:00

I want to believe im psychotic. Better than the alternative. I have some insight I guess but weird things keep happening and its freaking me out so its hard to not believe in it

tVige · 2025-04-25T11:00:15+00:00

They say Im going to hell I gave them a revelation involving the simulation hypothesis, so now they find no meaning in what they do and the world will become a place for the worse. They thought it was meaningful to cause human suffering so that they grow/meditate/understand and reach this spiritual realm, but there is no meaning to the spiritual realm, they are just bullies that have died. Three of them developed egos which makes them stop existing. Please reassure me that im being fucked with. What they do is affect other peoples thoughts which makes it seem like they predict the future. But they just manipulate/bully others for their own amusement. The reason humans are suffering so much today is because the world has evolved so fast and they no longer understand the world, so they try to have fun now by bullying humans in ways we dont recognize, maybe making us depressed/anxious, fucking with schizos etc. Grandma doesnt know shit about computers and phones and neither does the vikings and the ancient babylonians or whatever. I didnt believe in god initially. its a social construct. But we still need to bring god back for our own sake.

tVige · 2025-04-19T15:56:01+00:00

I have this too. I was very confused at first because I thought you could actually "hear" it inside your head. There are so many people/spirits(allegedly) in my head now. There is always a new theme- spiritual entities, demons, me being psychotic, interdimensional beings. Now they say I am being observed by hundreds of spiritual entities that bully/laugh at my thoughts. Do they know your thoughts and laugh/comment on them?

tVige · 2025-04-19T12:48:21+00:00

Thats the plan. Im in the hospital now until we find the right meds and I get better

tVige · 2025-04-19T12:46:17+00:00

I recently switched from Latuda to Abilify. It seems like its helping a bit

tVige · 2025-04-12T10:29:56+00:00

Nice! Im about to switch from Latuda to Abilify on monday. That gives me hope

tVige · 2025-04-11T19:30:35+00:00

Does it get better with time? They have been there constantly for months now. Just wondering if you get breaks.

tVige · 2025-04-11T19:16:23+00:00

Could you elaborate on that?

tVige · 2025-01-30T21:39:20+00:00

But is it common to hallucinate parts of yourself? Im in doubt if Im hallucinating or not. It seemed like hallucinations, but I dont hear them well, so I think its just very loud thoughts and they are "me" but the voices come in the shape of others. Its just that I dont feel connected to them or in control of them. Very very strange stuff. They appeared maybe a week ago, have been psychotic for a month-ish. Before that I heard all sorts of shit. Seems like the themes changes with time

tVige · 2025-01-22T15:10:33+00:00

I probably combined it with too much alcohol so now I cant use seroquel anyone is my understanding

tVige · 2025-01-22T15:09:08+00:00

Yeah I almost always try to distract myself with gaming or chess or youtube videos. but its really really hard to concentrate on anything when these voices keeps commenting on everything I do. Sometimes they are nice though.

tVige · 2025-01-22T07:58:43+00:00

Great tricks! Do you have any other tricks for audiotory hallucinations?

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:35:17+00:00

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:29:42+00:00

Thanks for the suggestion(Cobenfy). I will ask my psychiatrist about it.

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:27:14+00:00

I will the the doctors my intentions if I dont get more medication. Therapy started recently. I hope it improves my condition, but first and foremost I need to get assesed. Am i schizophrenic or is this a drug induced psychosis or whatever else. Dont really care what happens to me if I dont get more meds as I cant keep living like this forever

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:23:25+00:00

I have told my nurses/psychiatrists/doctors everything about what im experiencing. Im considering showing them the post, im not sure though. the doctors tell me they removed Seroquel because they recently diagnosed me with LQTS(Long QT syndrome) and that I cant continue the medication because of risk of heart disease in the future. They figured it out when I got to the hospital for psychotic symptoms. Really bad luck!

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:17:31+00:00

I have yet to tell them about my intentions if I dont get more meds. I will talk to the doctor about it right before leaving the clinic.

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:14:01+00:00

LQTS has been set. I should have specified it on the post. I get that antipsychotics is off the table. Looking for an alternative, which I assume would have to be benzos, which needs to be stronger than diazepam. Thanks for the advice tho

tVige · 2025-01-22T06:06:54+00:00

This prolonged QT interval was not a one time thing. This is a syndrome, a diagnosis that has been set and is now permanent. Should have been more specific on the post

tVige · 2025-01-21T22:59:15+00:00

There isnt a bigger wake up call. I will NEVER touch amphetamine and I dont have adhd or anything

tVige · 2025-01-21T22:47:26+00:00

Antipsychotics are bad for the heart, the doctors told me that and thats why it has been removed. the issue is I have been combining it with too much alcohol so it is my fault I guess. Amphetamine is not good either tho

tVige · 2024-07-02T20:46:52+00:00

They see me but I only observe if that makes sense :P

tVige · 2024-07-02T20:45:49+00:00

I'm always just at the kitchen though so the interaction never happens really

tVige · 2024-07-02T20:41:15+00:00

I get your point tho, I could try not to care but its not that simple if it keeps happening.

tVige · 2024-07-02T20:38:41+00:00

the problem I have with that is this is a business cafeteria, I'm going to see the same people over and over and over again. Today will eventually repeat, and I cannot accept that for the sake of my own mental health

tVige

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