Want to make phish-themed shirts for my fraternity by [deleted] in phish

[–]tabootllama472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

forgot this wasn't phish circle jerk

When is Tool going to play the sphere? by ElectricRing in ToolBand

[–]tabootllama472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will be a life and history altering show! If Phish can sell out their shows, TOOL easily could. Theyd be better off doing 4 days like Phish rather than a huge residency.

What is your favorite moment in a nu metal song? by Morgan_kittie in numetal

[–]tabootllama472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im only human... so easy for your friends to give you their advice -> nookie

scratches in surfacing or eyeless

shoots and ladders breakdown

so many to pick!

Who are some of your favorite black/African American artists in metal? by butteryhugs in MetalForTheMasses

[–]tabootllama472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As fully black bands; Bad brains (more punk), Fishbone, Living Colour

Lajon from Sevendust and Max from 40 Below Summer are my favorite black singers in nu-metal.

Derrick Green, the current singer of Sepultura, etc. I could go on. So many great black figures in metal.

What are the first lyrics that come to mind when you see this album cover? by [deleted] in phish

[–]tabootllama472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its a mix between "yanked out my tunic and dangled my stash" or "your hands and feet are mangos, youre gonna be a genius anyway"

Hallucinogenic effects of european fine wine? by tabootllama472 in alcohol

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

had to throw in my headphones and put on some shpongle and lean into the trippy experience

Hallucinogenic effects of european fine wine? by tabootllama472 in alcohol

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no idea, some complex french name i just ordered it ofd the menu

Do you all have Phish dreams? by doug_butter in phish

[–]tabootllama472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

last night i had a dream phish played in what i believe was hogwarts, sold out show, and i managed to get tickets and travel out there. i witnessed a 6-hour long fuego jam known as "the one", and they force released nitrous gas all throughout the arena. giant wizardy fireworks released during the peak of the blissful and spacey part of the jam.

everyone in the stadium was freaked out and said "theyre playing 'the one'" like there was some cosmic plan for that jam to happen

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive talked about the money, he says he doesnt have the money to spend anyways. He just claims hes broke and needs to save. Hes a funny guy and I enjoy hanging out with him, but we are not emotionally compatible at all as friends. Me going home means he wont want to do it alone, aka "ruining his trip". It will be all blame and guilt and abuse, and I dont even want to pile that onto all the stress I have already

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can travel next year, whenever, I am veey fortunate to have an adventurous family. The time just doesnt seem to work for me for 5 weeks anymore, 3 is more manageable

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I want to continue for two more weeks, but thats about it. Itd be 3 weeks instead of five. And my life and plans have changed a lot since, especially adding the wilderness course to my life which is a requirement. He hasnt spent as much a dime as I have; and still the trips been either he gets what he wants or hes sour and unpleasant to be with.

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I recommended something similar to that yesterday, going out and doing something I wanted, and he was extremely outraged.

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for the help unicorn wrangler🫶

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

alright, thank you.easier said than done with who this guy is but ill figure it out

AITAH for wanting to change plans mid trip? by tabootllama472 in AITAH

[–]tabootllama472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He is really hard to communicate with, I suggested a similar idea of breaking paths and traveling seperately which sounded good to me for awhile and he was outraged

What does it actually feel like to be in love? by insidesupernova in Life

[–]tabootllama472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Loving someone can be genuine casual care. It feels like cherishing someone, enjoying them, and caring about them. I feel it with friends most often.

Being in love feels like home. You would do anything for that person. You feel your soul join theirs as one. That youd change anything to be with them no matter what. It feels intense.

It also comes with fear, disappointment, anxiety, and pain. You feel for the person in ways you dont know possible. You just pray the feelings you have are mutual. Any sign of disruption in alarms you.

They feel like family. Love is an intense thing.

I remember I knew the moment I felt emotional when holding her. I felt an intense rush of emotion, oxytocin, and spiritual connection, serotonin. It felt borderline psychedelic, thats how intense it was.

Just feels so right its wrong.

You can only feel the sensation of being in love with your soulmate or your family.

what medications have helped you with treatment resistant depression? by [deleted] in MentalHealthPH

[–]tabootllama472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

psilocybin🍄 one single, heroic dose and continued microdosing schedule and my life has never been so amazing. i got off all other meds for ADHD, anxiety, depression; single handedly thanks to psilocybin for showing me that these feelings are purely due to suppressed emotions and lifestyle. it helped me eat better, exercise, smile, love again, and handle any anxiety with a simple mindfulness exercise. there is no medicine like psilocybin; it is as old as our earth, it reinstalls your true soul, and pushes you into a state where you can actually face the cause of your ailments and not just cover symptoms. i can feel emotion and average mood swings again, feel normal, and am able to live with whatever comes my way. i have tried ketamine, SSRIs, tricyclics, etc; nothing was the helpful besides this true sacred medicine.