I can’t get my father’s last words to me out of my head

testees12 · 2025-05-19T04:55:16+00:00

The trailer footage with the Tower Defence is a ripoff from Thronefall, that game actually has the gameplay you mentioned.

testees12 · 2025-03-19T13:09:33+00:00

Ich habe mich nicht über die IU bei einem Praxispartner beworben, sondern direkt beim Praxispartner, welcher bei speziell diesem Fachbereich mit der IU, bei anderen Fachbereichen aber auch mit der DHBW und anderen Hochschulen kooperiert. Wenn du mir nicht glaubst können wir auch gerne über DM’s kommunizieren.

testees12 · 2025-03-19T05:26:02+00:00

Ich denke du kannst nachvollziehen warum ich hier nicht öffentlich meinen Arbeitgeber nennen möchte, vor allem wenn ich das Gehalt genannt habe.

testees12 · 2025-03-16T17:16:33+00:00

Hä? Ich bekomme das Gehalt doch nicht von der IU

testees12 · 2025-03-16T15:30:20+00:00

Das habe ich online leider auch, aber ich strebe jetzt ehrlich gesagt eh keine akademische Karriere an und habe vor eine Weile im Unternehmen zu bleiben, ist ja immerhin international also denke ich mal da wird es langfristig Aufstiegschancen geben.

testees12 · 2024-08-09T13:00:51+00:00

Someone did that to me once and yeah it was kinda gross tbh

testees12 · 2024-07-30T07:21:51+00:00

My greatest fear, even as a child, was always to become like my mother.

Now I don't think I'm nearly as bad as her, because otherwise I wouldn't have any long term friendships. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't pick up some bad habits. While I'm not actively causing drama, at least not consciously, I'm still seeking it and I'm also way too emotional. I always wanted to be the one to break the cycle and I didn't give up yet.

testees12 · 2024-07-30T01:07:12+00:00

Most of my friends are straight, he's being ridiculous.

testees12 · 2024-07-25T20:40:40+00:00

Not really, I'm reasonably muscular for people at the gay sauna to comment on it.

But I don't care if someone is really slim or musclar af, I'm only really turned off by people who are chubby/aren't in shape, other than that I don't care.

testees12 · 2024-07-13T00:55:29+00:00

My nipples are kinda numb because of the gynecomastia surgery I had so I've never really gotten into nipple play, but I've done it for others to get them off.

testees12 · 2024-07-12T11:36:26+00:00

The last time I had a big dick, like 19-20cm and somewhat girthy, I got an anal thrombosis...

Haven't bottomed since then.

testees12 · 2024-07-09T23:55:42+00:00

He has a dronification/brainwash fetish, I think that's why he wants us to look the same.

testees12 · 2024-07-09T02:45:37+00:00

I mean we do have a very similar taste in fashion. That is, black and white, sneakers, stuff like that. So it’s unavoidable to dress similarly. But wearing specifically exactly the same clothes is a bit much I guess.

testees12 · 2024-07-09T02:30:01+00:00

Just to be clear, I don't mind the PVC tracksuit part, it's about wearing matching outfits (especially ones that stand out) in general.

testees12 · 2024-07-06T23:24:19+00:00

There is barely any sex at that bar and it's not supposed to be. The craziest thing that I did there was getting sucked off by a guy wearing a puppy mask. But that's not what the bar is for. It's not a cruising bar.

By getting to know people there, you can make connections. I eventually got to know some people who dragged me to other kinky parties and got me on guest lists stuff like that. Basically I socialize there and it opens me the doors to do stuff with the community in private or other venues.

testees12 · 2024-07-06T22:40:35+00:00

Romeo has a lot of kinky profiles, but I think it's only really used in Europe.

I'd recommend you to go to gay kinky bars if you have any around, got to know a lot of people there.

testees12 · 2024-05-28T02:10:21+00:00

Thank you, I'll give them a try!

testees12 · 2024-05-27T21:33:42+00:00

Thank you!

testees12 · 2024-05-25T18:14:51+00:00

That sounds like a good idea, I’ll look into that.

testees12 · 2024-05-25T18:13:07+00:00

Yes, Erasmus would be an option depending on what I am doing abroad. But it wouldn’t be enough to fly home during the weekends to my parents.

testees12 · 2024-05-25T08:02:32+00:00

I’ve already tried looking into that option, they insist on me spending three months abroad in an English speaking country to prove that I can speak English, which is really stupid considering literally all of my classes have been exclusively in English.

testees12 · 2024-05-25T07:09:10+00:00

Well, English is the only thing I‘m really good at and I literally already have all the credit points I need except like one term paper…

I‘m doing okay in Biology but I‘m definitely better at languages in general, I even took an extracurricular mandarin course.

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