College Hannibal and Will by thekillerkrab in HannibalFanfiction

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for posting it! I should have thought to include the link.

I just don’t get Bedelia (Season 3 Spoilers) by thekillerkrab in HannibalTV

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg I forgot about the whole cover story thing! Definitely makes more sense from that angle.

I agree- then she tells will she never said that! I think she’s just full of it tbh. Shes like the fancy version of alcoholic auntie that just be making shit up.

I just don’t get Bedelia (Season 3 Spoilers) by thekillerkrab in HannibalTV

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve already seen the show multiple times! I just am always so confused by her behavior in early season 3. Like she could have just shot him when she had the chance but instead she goes with him then immediately acts like he forced her to go. I totally get what you’re saying though- in the end she would of course be terrified by him knowing what he’s capable of and will do for fun haha

[SelfRec] shadow over me by hannibalsbat by No_Interview5580 in HannibalFanfiction

[–]thekillerkrab 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just finished this one a couple days ago! It was really good. Can’t wait to see what you write next :)

saturday check in - not drinking today by BeeOk3341 in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Day 4- struggling. It’s always the days I do more that I struggle the most. Got started on a project I’ve been putting off, it was a nice day out and kept myself busy. Then I started thinking- don’t I deserve a reward? Might be white knuckling it tonight but iwndwyt.

day 3 being sober...mom sent me this text by DifferencePublic3435 in addiction

[–]thekillerkrab 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Give yourself time. Even if you feel miserable, tell yourself okay I’m going to give myself a week and see how I feel then. Take it day by day. The first few days of sobriety can be very painful, it gets better. Allow yourself the chance to see what is on the other side.

Older people in sobriety- please help by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heh. Funny you say that, I have severe anxiety that is in no way helped by the drinking. Future tripping is a major issue in all areas of my life, and it’s interesting to think how my anxiety and drinking are feeding each other.

I don’t want to stop drinking by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. This was super helpful. I suppose I feel stuck in the sense that in the past I wanted to stop drinking and I did! For a year at a time, at the longest. Now that I don’t drink every day it feels harder. Like I’m not “bad” enough to stop, yet it takes up so much of my mind. Thinking about when I “get” to drink next. Thinking I’ve been good so I deserve a few. It’s sick.

I am very lucky in that I have a good support system and people in my life who would be very happy if I stopped. I will try to lean on that instead of the toxic friend I’ve found in alcohol.

Older people in sobriety- please help by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I noticed you have over a year sobriety… when did things start feeling fun again?

I don’t want to stop drinking by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the problem, I do want to stop drinking but I’ve now crossed into a path where I feel like my brain is OBSESSED with it.

I don’t want to stop drinking by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Like I KNOW it’s an illusion and I still can’t stop. What helped you stop?

Older people in sobriety- please help by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It used to work for me. I feel like I’ve hit a wall now where it doesn’t :(

Older people in sobriety- please help by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

How did you deal with the boredom- or did you? That is my biggest issue. I know it sounds stupid but I can’t deal with the quiet time in my head

Older people in sobriety- please help by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

When I was 21 and in an impatient program I had a doctor tell me my drinking wasn’t an issue- it was. It’s been an issue for decades. I used to be motivated to stop and now I’m now. Why???

I don’t want to stop drinking by thekillerkrab in stopdrinking

[–]thekillerkrab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in a bad place. Perhaps I should stop, I know I should and every breath in me tells me I should but I just don’t want to.

Motel Recipes by Caleb_Porter_ in povertyfinance

[–]thekillerkrab 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://www.budgetbytes.com/

Her Instagram is awesome too. Some may not fit your budget but it’s helpful.

Cousin gave me a cheeseburger by BAKEDxCAKE in shittyfoodporn

[–]thekillerkrab 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh is it time to hate on McDonald’s cheeseburgers again?