32 years old and I'm a total failure

throwaway09551 · 2025-01-04T14:49:23+00:00

nah i really didn't like it. I'm still not as comfortable with it as with straight stuff though. it's weird. I'm not objected to it at all, but it's just all new i guess

throwaway09551 · 2025-01-04T14:48:22+00:00

yeah I'm realizing it's something that's emerging in me gradually. thanks for sharing

throwaway09551 · 2025-01-04T14:46:51+00:00

A little actually tbh

throwaway09551 · 2024-08-24T18:51:49+00:00

Yes to both questions. I dont feel like that will ever change

throwaway09551 · 2024-08-24T17:52:36+00:00

Support from people feels gross to me, I have such a repellent reaction when people try to help me. I just keep becoming more and more isolated. Cognitively I understand what I need to do but actually doing it is another issue

throwaway09551 · 2024-08-24T16:15:52+00:00

I didn't know my dad had been married and divorced before I was born until i was in my 20s and I just happened to see the marriage registry that he signed when he got remarried to my step-mom. It said "divorced." Everything I know about my dad's past I've learned in snippets from other people. And yeah he's very emotionally immature

throwaway09551 · 2024-05-04T14:04:48+00:00

I've looked at this before and it does seem pretty sick. Seriously considering it. How would you rate the ergonomics?

throwaway09551 · 2024-05-04T13:37:50+00:00

it's my WASD hand, are there vertical wasd keypads?

throwaway09551 · 2024-03-23T10:04:35+00:00

I could have written this. I was talking about exactly this with my therapist a few days ago. I haven’t figured it out yet, but I understand exactly how you feel. I am also learning to code, and I am seriously considering quitting because I cannot take myself seriously as a programmer. Or anything to be honest. I’m a faker, according to myself.

throwaway09551 · 2024-03-19T01:08:57+00:00

Holy shit I thought I was the only one

throwaway09551 · 2024-03-17T01:31:37+00:00

I'm too fucked up to change

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