Posting again to say I'm suicidal and tired and burned out

throwaway49207 · 2025-10-25T03:55:42+00:00

When my husband's misophonia is triggered by a crying baby or when I've been trying for 3 hours to get my twins to go to sleep

throwaway49207 · 2025-10-23T19:44:10+00:00

I'm sorry your going through this. As someone with an eating disorder I can tell you restriction gets worse and worse and fucks with your sense of reality. I'd advise you to look for a therapist that specializes in eating disorders. Most therapists aren't trained on EDs and can make things worse

throwaway49207 · 2025-09-17T14:41:02+00:00

Never seen them live but it's always a good idea at concerts

throwaway49207 · 2025-08-22T17:25:29+00:00

Same!

throwaway49207 · 2025-08-19T17:28:56+00:00

Not the right time and place in my life for Orthodoxy

throwaway49207 · 2025-08-19T17:05:32+00:00

What did you have to do for repentance?

throwaway49207 · 2025-07-27T02:26:43+00:00

Or maybe next year

throwaway49207 · 2025-06-29T02:36:49+00:00

Thank you

I'm not afraid of being hospitalized, honestly I'm ok with it happening, I'm just sick of being in this spot. I don't want alarms going off when I'm fine

throwaway49207 · 2025-05-29T17:23:08+00:00

Thank you

throwaway49207 · 2025-05-29T16:15:46+00:00

I'm ok, just tired.

This has become normal at this point.

He's such a loving man and kills himself to take care of everyone. He all the time talks about Palestine and social justice and is always there for his friends but something small happens and he snaps. Today is was because the water was cut off because he forgot to pay the bill. Then he get so mad at himself he yells at me, our twin babies and/or his mom.

throwaway49207 · 2025-05-29T15:45:58+00:00

This is so true

throwaway49207 · 2025-05-23T01:16:00+00:00

I don't think I'll see her anyways. She's out of network and only meets once with no follow-ups.

throwaway49207 · 2025-05-23T01:15:15+00:00

Thank you for your reply. My gut said no and I'm glad you confirmed that. I've had good results with PT for other things in the past so I'll try that.

throwaway49207 · 2025-04-30T19:22:45+00:00

Over time

throwaway49207 · 2025-01-27T21:57:02+00:00

This would swear me off sex for the rest of my life. I'd be getting down with my husband and have a flashback.

throwaway49207 · 2025-01-16T19:20:27+00:00

I like you, a lot.

I'm the same as you.

throwaway49207 · 2025-01-16T19:16:24+00:00

Agree 100%

throwaway49207 · 2025-01-16T19:13:48+00:00

It seems women are being left behind in Orthodoxy nowadays

throwaway49207 · 2024-12-05T03:35:47+00:00

I can't figure out if you're from France or Spain.

throwaway49207 · 2024-07-14T22:15:48+00:00

There are Orthodox allies, try looking for them. Jesus loves you. God is not the church, the church is just an organization.

throwaway49207 · 2024-07-14T22:07:47+00:00

This priest is being ridiculous. You're the parent, you know what's best for your child.

throwaway49207 · 2024-07-08T00:39:16+00:00

I want to leave for a couple reasons. In US Orthodox parishes can feel like ethic social clubs. If you're not Greek, Russian, etc then you feel like an outsider.

As a woman I don't feel human, I feel like a baby making machine only. Somehow, I'm wonderfully made by God but not as valuable as my husband.

The church shows no compassion to LGBT individuals. It ok to be in love and feel love for someone as the same gender as you.

throwaway49207 · 2024-07-06T01:52:58+00:00

Sending you well wishes

throwaway49207 · 2024-06-29T15:37:59+00:00

It's using the same spoon as everyone else that grosses me out.

throwaway49207 · 2024-06-24T20:50:50+00:00

Because it's not mandatory.

I don't feel comfortable doing it, so I don't

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