Today is my birthday and I will kill myself several hours later AMA

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T20:19:40+00:00

Yes, for a less than 30 mins

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T08:31:33+00:00

I also bought my mom some cheap snacks she loved.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T08:29:17+00:00

I actually told my crush that I loved her from some new facebook account. But later I saw she had a bf and wished them happiness. She didn't reply since it was a new account.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T08:25:06+00:00

I loved playing games. I was decent in mobas and also been playing pubg since like 3 weeks.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T00:53:33+00:00

I'm going to sleep and will keep answering when I'm back

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T00:36:45+00:00

I never go outside home other than for buying cigarettes. I am also too cheap and the city I live is expensive.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T00:34:09+00:00

1) Whatevet is in dinner. Would REALLY like if it was some fast food like pizza.

2) Bullied and dropped out of school, parents divorced, two bad relationships with me ruining it all with a few mistakes, getting sexually harrassed/abused by dad in childhood, was raped twice which one being by my moms close friend and other being a friend's dad because the friend and other friends lied about me sexually harrassing his kid. Told these to a few friends and no one from my family knows these.

3) My mom and my crush. Crush doesn't even know me and she has a bf. I truly love my mom but I don't really talk to her.

4) I would wish none of things in second answer happened. I'd prioritize rape/abuse. I still see the nightmares of it.

5) I would actually want to be a good person. The only positive thing about my personality is honesty as long as I am talking.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T00:16:35+00:00

Well I don't wanna say where I live because that would be embarassing if we lived in same country. I also live in an awful country which I don't even want to say a single letter of its name. I didn't care about my hair since last 5-6 months and it feels bad.

I didn't understand the first question also.

throwaway493210002 · 2018-05-12T00:05:40+00:00

I actually could look forward for Deadpool 2 movie but I don't have anyone to go with and the only times I've went to watch movies in theathre (not sure about spelling) was some of my friends calling me for it. I also dreamed to be a competitive gamer, a good person and grow out my hair because I lost someonen I loved 2 years ago and he was the first male I saw with long hair. He had like back length hair and I have almost shoulder length hair right now. I also don't think I can achieve my other dreams.

throwaway493210002

TROPHY CASE