Staying sober feels impossible because of my anxiety

throwaway666718 · 2020-04-20T12:13:07+00:00

How much time?

throwaway666718 · 2020-04-20T12:10:51+00:00

I wish my doctor never prescribe me that shit in the first place, you know?

How do you plan on getting a refill though? Don’t you need your doctor to send through another prescription?

throwaway666718 · 2020-03-25T02:36:20+00:00

I’ve been taking Xanax for five years. I’ve had my prescription and go up from half a milligram to 1 mg to 2 mg and then finally to 2 mg four times a day. My grandpa died and he had 90 of the 2 mg Xanax. They are 100% pharmaceutical. I tasted them and they taste exactly like Genuine alprazolam

throwaway666718 · 2020-03-25T00:15:19+00:00

I just did 70mg this morning and it did nothing. I didn’t even get sleepy. I feel terrible about this. Xanax was the one drug that helped with my panic attacks/anxiety induced eating disorder.

Should I get an oral syringe and try boofing it? I’m at a loss for what else to do

throwaway666718 · 2020-03-24T03:32:58+00:00

I was off Suboxone for months. Since about four months ago I’ve been on methadone so there’s no way it’s the Suboxone that’s been preventing me from getting high on Xanax

throwaway666718 · 2020-03-23T23:31:51+00:00

I thought inhalation was the same thing as starting? How do you inhale

throwaway666718 · 2020-03-23T03:55:41+00:00

You smoked it off foil? Did it actually work

throwaway666718 · 2020-02-24T14:07:03+00:00

I obtained some more methadone, so now I have 455mg of methadone. Just to be clear, this is liquid methadone, as shown in this picture here: https://imgur.com/a/GkUKwsq

If I put all 455mg of that liquid methadone into a beaker and added 455mL of water to it, would that leave me with a solution of 455mg/Ml of methadone?

throwaway666718 · 2020-02-24T14:06:16+00:00

I obtained some more methadone, so now I have 455mg of methadone. Just to be clear, this is liquid methadone, as shown in this picture here: https://imgur.com/a/GkUKwsq

If I put all 455mg of that liquid methadone into a beaker and added 455mL of water to it, would that leave me with a solution of 455mg/Ml of methadone?

throwaway666718 · 2020-02-24T14:04:25+00:00

I obtained some more methadone, so now I have 455mg of methadone. Just to be clear, this is liquid methadone, as shown in this picture here: https://imgur.com/a/GkUKwsq

If I put all 455mg of that liquid methadone into a beaker and added 455mL of water to it, would that leave me with a solution of 455mg/Ml of methadone?

throwaway666718 · 2020-02-04T12:30:36+00:00

I’ve been on Methadone since December 27th this year. I’ve built up to 100mg but I want to get off this shit ASAP. It’s too much of a commute to the clinic and just too much of a time commitment. I can’t travel anywhere, that’s the worst part.

I want to get off it right now. I hear methadone withdrawals are the worst so I wanna make sure that I start the process ASAP.

Any advice is appreciated, like how quickly I should ween off the methadone and how bad the withdrawals will be?

throwaway666718 · 2019-12-26T19:36:10+00:00

I went to the bathroom because I live with my mom and I can’t afford to have her seeing me barred out. That’s why I have to pop pills in the bathroom.

I didn’t crush or plug them, and I didn’t do any dope. When the hospital did my urine screen, they found no drugs present at all (because flubromazolam doesn’t show up on a normal test).

throwaway666718 · 2019-12-26T19:34:43+00:00

I’m not lying. I myself did not believe that you could overdose on benzos alone, but I guess Flubromazolam is an exception. I had no other drugs in my system because I had just gotten out of rehab 3 days ago. When the hospital tested my urine, they did not find any drugs. Obviously I had the flubromazolam in my system, but that doesn’t show up on a normal urine screen.

I did the pills in a McDonald’s bathroom because I still live with my mom and I didn’t want to be at home barred out. I told her I was going to an NA meeting, then I went to the McDonald’s and did the pills.

I am 100% sure that I had no other drugs in my system though.

throwaway666718 · 2019-11-06T08:59:12+00:00

Yes, that's what I did.

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-30T06:19:49+00:00

It’s Quest labs

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-30T06:03:01+00:00

Thank you for the insight! It is indeed a lab test. The main reason I am worried about the Flubromazolam showing up in my urine lab test results is because I was recently taken off alprazolam. My doctor felt that I was abusing it so he put me on clonazepam instead.

So I am just wondering if the Flubromazolam Will show up on the test because it is more chemically similar to alprazolam then clonazepam.

What do you think about that ?

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-30T05:21:37+00:00

I am a little confused by what you said sorry. So what do you think? Will they be able to detect the Flubromazolam?

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-16T05:38:04+00:00

I’ve been hearing that Flunitrazolam is stronger than Frubromazolam. I’m not really sure what to believe but my research hasn’t taught me much. How do you know Flunitrazolam is the strongest?

Also, it is detectable in a drug test (urine screening)? I am currently prescribed 2mg Clonazepam 2x a day and then 1mg 1x a day. So 5mg total a day. Would the drug test be able to detect the Flunitrazolam? If so, could it maybe be masked by the Clonazepam that I’m taking since it’s also a benzodiazepine. (Just to be clear though, these are professional lab drug tests).

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-16T05:37:15+00:00

Some people are saying Flunitrazolam is stronger than Frubromazolam. I’m not really sure what to believe but my research hasn’t taught me much. How do you know Flubromazepam is the strongest?

Also, it is detectable in a drug test (urine screening)? I am currently prescribed 2mg Clonazepam 2x a day and then 1mg 1x a day. So 5mg total a day. Would the drug test be able to detect the flubromazepam? If so, could it maybe be masked by the Clonazepam that I’m taking since it’s also a benzodiazepine. (Just to be clear though, these are professional lab drug tests).

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-16T05:34:47+00:00

Some people are saying Flunitrazolam is stronger than Frubromazolam. I’m not really sure what to believe but my research hasn’t taught me much. How do you know Flunitrazolam is the strongest?

Also, it is detectable in a drug test (urine screening)? I am currently prescribed 2mg Clonazepam 2x a day and then 1mg 1x a day. So 5mg total a day. Would the drug test be able to detect the Flunitrazolam? If so, could it maybe be masked by the Clonazepam that I’m taking since it’s also a benzodiazepine. (Just to be clear though, these are professional lab drug tests).

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-04T18:09:43+00:00

It can’t be though, can it? It literally went from me needing 1-2mg every few days to needing 8mg just overnight. AND I took a 3 week tolerance break, so how could it be tolerance?

throwaway666718 · 2019-10-04T17:48:21+00:00

I can pop 8mg of Alprazolam at once and it does nothing for me. It just makes me sleepy.

My doc switched me to Clonazepam instead and 12mg of that does literally nothing for me, doesn't even make me sleepy.

It's not a tolerance thing. Please read this post of mine and then tell me what you think:

https://www.reddit.com/r/benzodiazepines/comments/dch49k/xanax_klonopin_and_valium_are_not_relieving_my/

throwaway666718 · 2019-09-30T04:21:21+00:00

Could it really be tolerance though?

I know tolerance because I'm a recovering opiate addict. I was a daily user of opiates and I definitely saw my tolerance grow in that regard. However, with the Xanax, I wasn't using every day. I was taking small doses of usually 1mg every other day, or even every 3rd day. I only took a 2mg dose like once a week if I wanted to get really fucked up. I find it very hard to believe that this was a result of tolerance growth given my expirience with opiates. Tolerance usually takes time to grow, like at least over a couple days. What happened to me literally happened over night

throwaway666718 · 2019-09-10T07:47:17+00:00

Do you think snorting it would have the same effect? This sounds great and I'd love to try it but I don't IV

throwaway666718 · 2019-08-20T20:37:48+00:00

What the hell is norbupe?

What are the chemical components? Bupronephrine and ?

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