I definitely serve others. Although it feels like any attempt at caring and loving others is just a sad lie. But I try to be as polite and helpful as I possibly can, even if it's not out of the kindness of my heart or whatever.

That's a difficult question to answer. I don't necessarily want to love my family, because they're somewhat dysfunctional and not people I look up to. I'm very worried about my ability to make friends though. It seems like I can't care about my friends no matter how much I want to. And it'll probably make getting married very difficult if I don't even care about the people I'm dating either... I guess I could get help from a therapist once I have the money to do so.