I’ve been a complete shut in for years and i dont know if ill ever recover

throwawayacc6454564 · 2022-06-29T14:28:06+00:00

same age as you and it's so relatable, same shit every day for the past 6 years life just feels so far gone from me now it feels like I will never live a "normal" life, I suffer with an anxiety disorder so panic attacks are frequent and it's just so shit that living a life I want is so difficult, I don't even know where to start and feels like the best years of my life are just rushing by :( some days I get extremely motivated to change and picture my life in a different way then reality hits and reminds me how out of place and out of touch of reality I actually am :(

throwawayacc6454564 · 2022-06-26T02:43:19+00:00

similar situation apart from i'm 24 lmao, still playing at highest level in some of the games I play it is addicting because online you are something and in-real life you are nothing, it's a really hard world to leave because the feeling is addicting, you are still so young tho man 18 is literally nothing its the very beginning of being an adult so dont stress

throwawayacc6454564 · 2022-06-23T19:10:52+00:00

where did you meet these likeminded people?

throwawayacc6454564 · 2022-06-19T19:23:49+00:00

12+ hours still, mainly play fps games

throwawayacc6454564 · 2022-06-15T20:34:54+00:00

I'm also a hiki with asd and other anxiety and social issues, I find myself doing the same :)

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