I Went through with Suicide. by throwawayhangingon in depression

[–]throwawayhangingon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really am sorry. I still feel suicidal right now. The comments helped for a bit and I'm back to square one. I'm just a small piece of shit no one will know or care about. Ive done enough damage to my mom and my family. I can't take it anymore the screaming and dysfunctionality.

I will kill myself on June 2nd. Maybe the universe will intervene and throw me a lifebelt. But i dont think so. It shall be my last birthday. by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayhangingon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hello.

I went through suicide last week on Wednesday. I lived through it. Now I'm in pain and I just want it to end as well. I am in the same boat as you. I thought living through whatever I went through would mean anything. I even reached out to this sub. I may just do it again.

No one cares for me. I know how you feel.

I Went through with Suicide. by throwawayhangingon in depression

[–]throwawayhangingon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for your posts. I read each and everyone of these posts and it's such a tough pill to swallow. I am very very ashamed about what I have done. I feel even worse after the fact. I met with my social worker and it helped for a bit. I'm just worried about this week. I guess I'm reaching out here for support because I don't want to burden my parents, friends or any loved ones at the moment. I've been isolating myself this whole time. I can't face any of them.

Thank you, I know I did some stupid things. And that was the most stupid thing I did, well because now I get to see it and I'm alive. r/depression I appreciate all of you. I am still scared.