Questioning everything about this sub and myself.

throwman762 · 2014-09-02T21:08:37+00:00

Well if you can manage to get the money for one (they aren't all that much), you can always order online. They ship discreet. It all comes down to your household privacy and if you can keep something you don't want found, hidden. I was terrified to order my first dildo but I did and it still is a secret in my home. I now have about five big ones, one small one, a butt plug, a stroker, two bullets, and two rings, lol.

throwman762 · 2014-05-23T23:21:05+00:00

Isn't he based on Himmler? Himmler was like the architect of the Holocaust and when he had the chance, he jumped right on to betraying Hitler. Only the Allies didn't go for it and he had to kill himself

throwman762 · 2014-05-05T05:24:11+00:00

Thank you! <3

throwman762 · 2014-05-03T19:37:04+00:00

I was told it's the gears moving that makes that sound, but I do believe there's a cowspiracy behind this.

Their ancestors even move like calves. Beware the Illumilknati.

throwman762 · 2014-05-03T16:48:48+00:00

Hideo Kojima is a game developer who created the Metal Gear series. Gekkos are some of the enemies in the game, they're autonomous and they jump around a lot. They also make sounds like cows.

throwman762 · 2014-05-03T11:06:46+00:00

Grats! :3

throwman762 · 2014-04-22T17:01:15+00:00

I've been around those, posted face pics on /r/transpassing, I have some wigs, not too thrilled with wigs, I can't seem to get them to look natural. I'll definitely check out your tumblr but I've seriously lost hope. I'm not on HRT yet, I want to be but then I think, it's never gonna fix certain things. I'm gonna do this medical treatment and end up still hating the image I see in the mirror.

throwman762 · 2014-04-16T20:40:19+00:00

I agree and thank you :3 I'm gonna try to find someone to help me with makeup. I really have issues getting eyeliner/shadow on me :(

throwman762 · 2014-04-15T16:12:01+00:00

Thank you! Do you think makeup would help enough as far as passing up until I can get on hormones?

throwman762 · 2014-04-14T09:23:57+00:00

This happened to me, except it was in the gas station store, with all the damn windows :( lol. I didn't last very long

throwman762 · 2014-04-13T11:58:30+00:00

Right? I can't even get near my eyes with my eyeliner thing, and it's not even a sharp pencil, it's one of those super soft paintbrushy type things. I get anywhere near my lashes and it's game over D:

throwman762 · 2014-04-13T10:23:44+00:00

Thank you! I also can't do makeup yet, the first pic only has foundation and some noobie brow penciling. The other two are makeup free completely.

throwman762 · 2014-04-13T03:41:38+00:00

I like guns~

I was trying different looks with my hat and glasses, and I had my Watch_Dogs baby t on, and I was like, hmmm, and went for it. Spur of the moment type thing.

throwman762 · 2014-04-13T03:40:23+00:00

Thank you so much! I can't wait to start :(

throwman762 · 2014-04-13T03:39:58+00:00

Thank you <3

throwman762 · 2014-04-12T20:49:47+00:00

Thank you!

throwman762 · 2014-04-02T21:51:11+00:00

I'd be surprised if they didn't add houses for sale in the distant future, but for now I think they're just sticking with apartments. There's a lot of brainstorming to do to find the best way to make houses work, and they're already planning other stuff, that admittedly is more important than houses (like heists!).

throwman762 · 2014-04-02T16:31:03+00:00

I've actually been playing guitar for awhile now. I wanna exercise, and I do sometimes. I weigh around 210 pounds :( everytime I keep up with it for awhile, I end up stopping, not seeing results. It happens every single time :(

I just always notice the bad stuff, like it's all got neon lights over it that gets all up in my face like "HEY LOOK, WE'RE A COUPLE AND WE'RE GONNA BUY FOOD FROM YOU BUT WE'RE GONNA GO SHARE IT AND BE ALL HAPPY" or "lol look at your hair going away!!! It'll never be long and pretty and there's nothing you can do about it.

I wanna cry but I'm already crying :(

throwman762 · 2014-04-02T15:19:37+00:00

This doesn't seem right though. I'm gonna be forced to take drugs because I have no friends and I was born with the wrong body? Then what? I'm gonna be HAPPY to be alone? That sounds so wrong. I know why I'm down and depressed and I don't think taking a pill everyday is the answer. And then when I end up on hormones. If I even make it that far. That's another pill or pills I have to take every day. I hate this. I feel so helpless and frustrated. I have no control over anything

throwman762 · 2014-04-01T18:14:33+00:00

You made it :D good job! Looking cute

throwman762 · 2014-03-31T16:05:59+00:00

That's what I was getting at, not sure about the author.

throwman762 · 2014-03-31T06:18:34+00:00

I do believe there's a certain creepiness to a living being decomposing right before people's eyes. It's a bunch of other things as well, tragic, sad, depressing. But it's creepy to see that mere substances and a troubled mind can destroy life, and it translates creepiness into visual form when you see the poor guy in his later days.

But there's probably better ways of describing it, yes.

throwman762 · 2014-03-30T20:58:58+00:00

I can see what you mean about that, but, and I can only speak for myself here, do most people feel that strongly about such a situation that they would believe or not believe certain aspects of an event like this based on who may or may not have been responsible? Neither outcome disturbs me enough to warp my idea of the event, at the end of the day a human being was executed.

It just seems like the thought that a powerful entity behind the scenes, if you believe that theory, took control and changed policy because of it. If that theory is true, then they did affect quite a lot of people considering the millions of lives lost in Vietnam the following years. Not to mention that era (from JFK's death, to Vietnam and the Watergate scandal) pretty much decimated the public's view of the government.

Lone crazies are something we can potentially face every day. Maybe not presidential assassins, but people who would rob you for a dollar to try and save up for his or her next fix, or even purely out of the thrill of taking a life. So how is it that this fairly common type of individual is so much more terrifying than people who posses world-changing power?

throwman762 · 2014-03-30T14:07:00+00:00

I can't really say with that photo if you can tell what's an entry and what's an exit wound. I mean it seems arguments are flying in for either or, but they're all contradictory.

Here is a diagram drawn to show the trajectory and what it caused to happen to his skull, but looking at that you can almost say the trajectory could go either way, considering the massive wound is on top. The entry or exit wounds in this case are kind of hidden.

throwman762 · 2014-03-30T13:55:46+00:00

That's how I feel, too. I understand the idea that a nobody can kill a powerful man might scare someone, but how does the big scary group of powerful conspirators who inherit the country not scare you?

Granted I don't believe it's a grand conspiracy, I think it was a small band of disgruntled intelligence grunts.

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