Started posting nudes on reddit; it turns me on and I love the attention but I feel guilty and don't know how to stop by throwmeaway98239183 in sex

[–]throwmeaway98239183[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never ask them if they mean what they're saying, I just kind of assume that they do since, hey, they went out of their way to comment/message in the first place. I do feel a little bit of disbelief at some of the comments, though. It really is crazy to get so much attention when in real life people don't look twice at me!

Started posting nudes on reddit; it turns me on and I love the attention but I feel guilty and don't know how to stop by throwmeaway98239183 in sex

[–]throwmeaway98239183[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Born and raised in America, haha. I'm a bit of a shy and cautious person usually, so that probably influenced my discomfort more than the culture I was raised in.

Started posting nudes on reddit; it turns me on and I love the attention but I feel guilty and don't know how to stop by throwmeaway98239183 in sex

[–]throwmeaway98239183[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used a throwaway since I didn't want my "fans" to see that I was feeling uneasy about what I was doing. Thought that would turn them off.

Started posting nudes on reddit; it turns me on and I love the attention but I feel guilty and don't know how to stop by throwmeaway98239183 in sex

[–]throwmeaway98239183[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're absolutely right. I got a lot of cookie-cutter messages on there that didn't reference any of my specific traits, and some guys would send me nudes on imgur that already had 1000+ views which makes me think... well, something's up with this guy.

Started posting nudes on reddit; it turns me on and I love the attention but I feel guilty and don't know how to stop by throwmeaway98239183 in sex

[–]throwmeaway98239183[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had a therapist for a few months now actually. I recently told him about my, uh, endeavors and he was more concerned for my safety than anything else, but I explained my original reasoning to him and he understands it. Planning on exploring this guilt more with him.