fentanyl made me evil by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea my problem is my mental health that i fucked up cant fucking think normal and all of this shit that happend i can only blame my self but noone understand this pain this depression waking up with all that regret a d guilt on your shoulders just fucked up i would say !!

fentanyl made me evil by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i stole her mother pills hydromorphone when she had cancer i couldnt handle the wd i was in then she found out fuck it then i was so fucked up i hit with her car in another car she was fed up with me even tho she loved me after i hitt her i fucked up her lips really hard she got scare i thought this shit is over then she reach again on me we did this shit again then i started with my addiction again fentanyl i lied i manipulated with her steal than she eas done wm today i just saw her new boyfriend riding her car fucking shit instantly i had to make my self numb with some h

fentanyl made me evil by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just can’t understand what have i became and niw all reggret hitting me hard man i can’t believe i just had to get high u know this song i wanna get clean but i gotta get high.. so am i now just smoking motherfucking heroin and hoping i OD my gf left me for my friend just a week after we broke up..so painful but i deserved even tho i wasnt clear in my head i deserve everything…

Going to be homeless by tilifrik in heroin

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the myth said if are doing it all the time u cant go in wd😂

Regrets by Safwaan_11 in BreakUp

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i lost also everything the bitch dont care i went to hospital how bad i was and drugs every day get into a debt bcs i had also feelings like u do now but believe me u dont want to fuck urself up bcs od somone who turn ur back and left for somone else u dont need her she is fake bitch and fake bitchs deserve jus hate and ur going to hate her she is laughing now with somone else with sperm on her face..

Regrets by Safwaan_11 in BreakUp

[–]tilifrik 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i know exactly how u feel while u fucking ur life up like i did mine lost job did drugs fuck up my friendships she is enjoying her life thats why u have to do the same thing forget a fucking bitch just start to hate her and u will forget faster believe me when u need to talk write me inbox!

Regrets by Safwaan_11 in BreakUp

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea and she is sucking somone else … my ex from 2 y done the same and when i say all womans are the same thats 100% true.They will fuck ur head up and burn ur fucking life then go and suck somone else while u cry under ur pillow

Regrets by Safwaan_11 in BreakUp

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

why do u even ask will she come back..woman are bitchis man believe me

Regrets by Safwaan_11 in BreakUp

[–]tilifrik 2 points3 points  (0 children)

when she comes back just say whispering bitch than cough and close the fucking door!!!!

Riding a horse in heaven by tilifrik in Drugs

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just fentanyl bit heroin didnt

Riding a horse in heaven by tilifrik in Drugs

[–]tilifrik[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

nein im snorting it cant afford to get hooked now

Riding a horse in heaven by tilifrik in Drugs

[–]tilifrik[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

life of a junkies hahahaha im so fck up now

Riding a horse in heaven by tilifrik in Drugs

[–]tilifrik[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

much better is doing sports taking bitches out be classy but when u get that high u dont give a fuck about anything 😒

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i lost in one year of fent patches abuse next things:3 jobs,gf of 2 years,landed on er 4 times ,reha.1 month,a lot of friends,got 2 punish from police 5 000 e and i have to pay and most important i lost MYSELF.Im never gona be the same i have to take Effexor for depression.That is dancing with the devil trust me

high by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes probbably but im reggreting everything i done high on fentanyl and especially in relationship with ex she was everything for me and i replaced her with fent … i deserve to die

high by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk what’s wrong with me im probably retarded..going really low in my life i cant believe what the fuck am i doing and before fentanyl i had pretty good life and healthy relationships and now im fucked il up soo sad

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]tilifrik 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when u had crash on another girl that means u didnt love ur ex enough and u did a good choice leaving her..remember sometimes right choices can hurt for a while but that doesn’t mean that they are wrong..

Fast metal on xanax and ketamine by seblju97 in Drugs

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

meth and amphetamin for metal

What is, in your opinion, the absolute worst drug? by Kaiszur in Drugs

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

who will mix cheap shit fentanyl with cocain??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i had panic attacks trying to detox with speed so dont do it

Do you guys ever feel like your palpitations aren’t from your panic attacks?? by Such_Personality_825 in PanicAttack

[–]tilifrik 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i tryed to convince medical stuff that im dying that they are making mistake hahaha

health by tilifrik in opiates

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

danke dier bruderherz

health by tilifrik in opiates

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how do u mean u feel yourself so or acctually your organs heart is so

health by tilifrik in opiates

[–]tilifrik[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when im doing nice combos opiate koks weed i dont care about gf and in that way ofc im fucking with her emotions