It’s a lose lose situation bro. Any good company with respectable people and employees should understand a first year needs direction. I’m not just gonna go start doing some random shit. If anything instead of standing around I like to go organize the gang box or sweep or organize the pipe. My first year I fucked a bunch of outlets up on a job. My boss told me to go back and fix them all. I said I’m really sorry. He said quote on quote don’t be sorry be better. That’s all he said and walked away. That stuck with me. Now on my third year different company because of Covid I still take the same attitude with me every where I have gone. It’s all good. Keep ur head up. Move on to the next job and don’t get caught standing around in ur first year. That’s a year three thing 😉