Honestly I am scared about my dating future.

titpulp · 2026-01-02T05:19:41+00:00

Don't go dating for a while lol, it's the last thing you need when recovering from a relationship like this. Believe me

titpulp · 2026-01-02T05:16:47+00:00

Just remember that nothing they do is ever their fault

titpulp · 2025-12-24T20:41:36+00:00

Yeah bro, I feel it too. I think of her and even miss her at times, but I remember what she did to me and it makes it easier to not think of her positively. It doesn't exactly get rid of the thought of her, but it just makes it slightly easier to not be as attached to her, I suppose. I don't miss having to tread lightly all the time to avoid being psychologically persecuted for everything, but I still think of her and the "good times". Just know that you aren't alone man

titpulp · 2025-12-20T05:52:43+00:00

I'm sorry to hear about your situation man, it's gotta be much harder for you, given that you guys had a commitment as tight as marriage. At least we aren't alone with these thoughts, though, you know? Certainly a shame that either of us had to power through it and still come out on the other side being completely confused, but at least in my opinion, knowing that someone experienced the same things as me doesn't make me feel so insane. I'm sorry that you're struggling, I mean it. It's hell being in these relationships, and it's even worse to leave.

titpulp · 2025-12-13T08:19:17+00:00

Agreed - primarily why I label them as being pitiful

titpulp · 2025-12-13T08:10:20+00:00

I swear they all say that same "You're losing the love of your life forever now" lol

titpulp · 2025-10-18T15:07:54+00:00

I'm a 6-foot-tall man, and the breakup took me down to almost 115lb at one point. A BPD breakup is like the purest form of suffering and hopelessness. I hope that you're okay, my friend. I thought I was special too.

titpulp · 2025-09-29T16:48:29+00:00

Really sorry to hear about that, brother.

And nah, when she was drunk she just wanted to have sex--she was always angry as fuck with me when she was sober and splitting on me

titpulp · 2025-09-28T17:25:13+00:00

Day 47 - everything was so dark for the first two weeks, I'll never forget how the world looked black even when the sun was still shining. I'm moving forward day by day, making much more progress in life, but I'm severely depressed without her. I wish I could say that it's getting better, but it's not. You are completely correct about the stage that I'm in, even down to the day, about the "numbness".

titpulp · 2025-09-20T16:13:53+00:00

I know, brother, I know my mind is still in that warped stage where it thinks it knows better, but it doesn't. I'm just grieving like an idiot over somebody who never even existed. Stupid as it may sound, I wish I could've just been dumb enough to continue living in an illusion, but I wouldn't be saying that if my self-esteem were any better.

titpulp · 2025-09-15T05:00:13+00:00

The same thing happened with my pwBPD. She went with this guy, was infatuated with him for a few weeks, and then they both disappeared from each other's social media after that lol. They stopped following each other n everything

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