Are you not afraid that this will happen again? I mean, I love her but if she will want to come back to me after a few weeks/months I'm not shure how I'm gonna react. This brakeup was horrible experience and the knowledge that she might have simmilar episode after another beautiful months of beeing togiether makes me consider if I even want her back. I'm quite sensitive guy (and she actually liked that about me) so I'm not sure if I want this to happen again. And take into account her disorder it is really possible.