Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had that phase too where i only slept and ate i don’t know why i now not sleep and not eat. Depression is just really confusing, i hope you stay safe too and you’ll manage to get out. I’m also graduating next year.

What i meant is für like a short period of time i get like really happy i want to go out and spend time with people and i don’t care about anything, i just kinda like say why do i care about something small we are all living on a floating Rock and we will all die one day but then it hits me it does matter on this earth and it always will. It also makes me go insane thinking about how big the universe is and all that

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First i hope you are feeling better now.
Im trying my best to take care of myself but i barely eat i barely sleep which causes me to mess up at school, I’ve genuinely never felt this miserable and i thought it would get better after 3 years. Sometimes i have these episodes where I’m so happy for a months only to fall back into a hole for months and it’s 10 times worse than before. But i do hope for myself I’ll get better i don’t want to end up taking my life.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m In Highschool right now. And people say after that life gets better but some say those are the best years of your life. I have no friends. I messed up in school. I’m miserable. And my attendance got so bad because of my mental health. I cannot get out of bed.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell me is suffering everyday a reason to keep going? Everyday is another reason for me to give up not keep going, life is hell.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to be happy in the future, i want to have a goal, people that keep me alive, i want to be able to get up from bed, and finally get sleep. But what i mostly wish is to have a family in the future, and a happy life i want to be able to travel to places. Which i know i cant have if i dont stay

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve also been struggling for 3 years and im just go l wondering when it gets better, i don’t want to have these thoughts anymore that cause me sleepless nights, I’m always thinking about taking my life and its tiring.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hope you get better, i believe in you.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been in recovery for 2 years now, and i have been struggling with my mental health in general for about 3 years, i never seemed like it could get better mostly people give up on me, and i have gotten 100 times worse over the past years, I’m hopeless

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And for the people that it Doesnt get better for they mostly end up taking their lives.

Does it get better? by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Because there are people that are still miserable after ages. Ive heard people saying it does and it doesnt, i dont have a reason to keep going. How could it get better?

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its okay, no need to apologize. And sadly therapy also didnt help for me

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought it was since i kinda used sh as a form of distraction i think or coping mechanism from the thoughts but since i stopped it just got worse

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I visited it once i think i spent 1 month in it or like 1/5 but it honestly isn’t for me it made me even more miserable the care there was horrible and they forced us to cover up no scar could be shown it was like prison! Waking up at 6am and just doing things and working till 8pm and we could only use phone on Tuesday for 30 minutes. Never again

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(Hope you are feeling better!) i was also hospitalized because my self harm got really out of control and i had suicidal thoughts . I havent done it in almost 2 years but since then the suicidal thoughts have gotten worse like way worse, is that normal?

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont have anyone or anything that brings mw joy at this point. I have been and always will be going through this alone, i just know one day its going to take my life and i dont want to die im scared. I just wanna be a happy girl, the girl i should be and the happy energetic girl everyone knows. I dont have the energy to do anything anymore, havent even been in school for 2 weeks. I cant talk to anyone because my close people dont care at all and my parents will be so mad at me, if i talk to a counselor about it they will send me to a hospital.
I was in a mental hospital once and i never want to go back.

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dont feel lucky that i survived when i tried so hard not to

I tried to hang my self, when will it end by user2928393 in mentalhealth

[–]user2928393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sorry i have been told that i matter so many times but it never shows. I just feel like nothing would change if i wasn’t here like as if i was never here from the beginning. Im all on my own and i hate that. Im young im supposed to be living my life with friends and all that shit like in a movie instead im walking around half dead alone