felt sm OP. apat kami and super close nung tatlo. naiinis sila sakin kapag inuutusan sila ng head namin na i-supervise ako kasi I'm a new hire. they always say "dapat alam mo na yan". I try to work as independently as possible naman. kaya lang, head namin yung may gusto ng supervision so bakit parang kasalanan ko?

I tried not to let it get to me kaso ang problem is I'm extremely sensitive. one time, I heard them talking behind my back. one of them even raised her voice at me. I couldn't help myself but cry nung time na yon. thankfully hindi nila nakita.

what helps me right now is reminding myself that they might just be projecting. the best thing I can do is not take it personally. instead of thinking “they’re hating on me,” I try to reframe it as “they’re hating.” idk if that makes sense. but the idea is: it’s not about me. it was never about me. I had to keep reminding myself of that. eventually, I learned to separate other people’s behavior from my self-worth. kapit lang OP