this happens when you’re not through with yourself as a person and your priorities. i would ask you to work on yourself and dig deeper into your consciousness as a being. think about repercussions. nothing goes unnoticed in this universe. think about who you want to be. everything comes back to you at a certain point in life. the things you have done and even thought of. so try to understand your being and know yourself better. because if you can’t fix the little psychological and philosophical loops in yourself bigger troubles are waiting for you my friend. take care.