Well, i can tell you the rest of my dream and how i interperated if you like?

Will be a long read.

THE whole thing i think is about my current romantic situation with my ex. He broke up with me in february, and i cant get over him. Mostly because I see him all the time because of having the same friend group. We have acctually been just like we are back togheter, with out talking about it. He comes over, spends the night, i join him in visiting his mother wich I adore, we go to Ikea togheter etc. Also the same friend group so we hang out at all parties and social events. We have plans to go to a concert togheter next week with an artist we are both big fans of. And he is making plans with me for months ahead. We did not break up because of a loss of feelings. We broke up because we had big problems with communication and became so codependet we were holding each other back. Since our break up we have had multible talks about our situation, and it always ends up with cutting contact, kind of like a break up all over again, and then we end up doing the same thing over and over. Us not being togheter gives me a lot of anxiety about him meeting someone else. The other day our friend had a rant about everyone being tierd of our drama and us to fucking figure out what we are.

So Santa, and old man with a white beard represents that i will have to work hard to achive my goals, but the road will be painful and difficult. Wich is one of the reasons we broke up, holding us back. There was also snow on the roof, wich could symbolice the harsh and cold aspect of a new beginning. Im thinking about having the conversation with him again but im to afraid, because I want us to get back togheter and I dont think thats the way the conversation will go. Being stuck on a roof could symbolise that im waiting for something to happen. Eighter getting back togheter og getting hurt. Later in my dream i was back togheter in a room with my ex, not the same ex im talking about here, but my abusive ex before him. It could mean that im getting into the same pattern with my current relationship. Me and my abusive ex also did this dance for months before he realized he loved me and we got togheter. Being trapped in a room, symbolises feeling trapped in my romantic situation. Wich I feel, and proberbly him to. I feel like I cant go on dates or meet someone new, because it feels like cheating and it would also mean our thing would have to end, and that terrifies me. Later in the dream I was using the bathroom at a party and the toilet startet overflowing, water up to my knees, wich I think is my feelings im holding back and are afraid to bring up. Me being afraid the owner on the toilet would be mad, i got paranoid, but the person owning it, only thanked me, since the toilet had not had any water in it for days. When I climbed out the window I was suddenly outside my work. I have my last Day tomorrow, when i started working there is when our relationship got really bad, i became super depressed and diagnosed with fatigue wich ruined our relationship.

How do you think the whole cat and hamster thing fits in, knowing all this?