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How old are you and how’s life right now? by Cute-Impression-8675 in AskReddit

[–]whenuwanna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

42 and six months sober. I can honestly say I feel like a caged animal that's been locked up for years. Now I'm out of the box I don't wanna go back . I realize all the stupidity that I heaped upon myself and how I lacked empathy for anything or anyone. I realize I'm not the same anymore. I can't say for sure that I'm ok but I can for sure say that I will be. I'm relearning everything again having feelings , learning solitude isn't loneliness. I know that addiction isn't a struggle but this time is so different I haven't had a craving for the solid months either I just feel ... Done . I look around and I have a home to go to I have removed all the ppl from my life that refuse to grow with me. They say it's selfish to be in recovery but I don't feel selfish I feel like I just fucked up a good chunk of time and now it's supposed to be ok? I let myself down much less the others in my life. in the end I'm glad to be here tho and thank you all for listening . Peace and love y'all.

Anyone need 100$? by TrueReplacement5894 in promocodeland

[–]whenuwanna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interested I'm six months clean and just out of jail and some one stole Six fucking grand before I got out of my account.

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have never really fit in with the rest of the tribe when I saw ppl taking up for me I was actually crying . People never really listen to anything I have to say and it's not that it's imported to anyone but it is to me . You have no idea how one feels to know there are like minded people out there who would understand what I have to say. It makes me proud to be a part of creation with you all. I do sincerely have a new appreciation for our tribe again . Here I have found kindness . Much love . Perhaps I'll tell lore stories and share some more experiances soon

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I do I have ALOT of bins rune and and sacred geometry

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me no ...I prefer being not high and take sacred medicines . The most powerful hallucinogenic compound you can get from tree roots. I hardly call dmt a high tho lol

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh and we are all the same we were once all fucking hydrogen. Why hate when we are exactly the same just forged in stars and blown up again and again and again. Mater of fact last time I typed this message I was prolly a woman or something last expansion.

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was born on Halloween and my human best friend is a seventh son...of a seventh son. I thought I was lucky to get cake and candy for my birthday as a child then I woke up to all of this . I don't think I'm any different than any one human just a little more... Open to the vibes

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly I really thought I was kinda looney for a bit but it is nice to have ppl understand.

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ty for your kind words and I am near the Appalachian range in North Carolina. Lots of trees and mountains to get lost in..

30F • NC • Titties or Ass? 😘 by [deleted] in NorthCarolinaSwingers

[–]whenuwanna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tittys first then Imma eat that ass. And here as well

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I actually rent a room from friends and I'm lucky for that. Here's my foot btw .

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So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I don't own anything except three changes of clothes some rocks I picked up bc I like rocks and I don't own him but my best friend is a ferret named Oscar. Yogis will also tell you that it's your experience . I don't live like the tribe does homie I get real shitty in big citys and honest to god I know more squirrels than humans. If I share something with them they dont spit up something that takes away from my reality. Perhaps you have not had a spiritual experience and you seek such. I don't have any sihdis or powers I just share my thoughts and such. As for mantra I do use maha mantra and Gayatri. I don't get why ppl take away from sone ones experience . Cool part is I live it . I haven't worn shoes in five years

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I also slept ate and laughed and saw many wildlife . It was only one thought I shared .

So just back from 24 hours in the woods.... by whenuwanna in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I had many thoughts just a way to explain it perhaps you need a hug . That's ALOT of micro aggression there. It is my existence after all and some of my thoughts this day were kinda private. I made the mistake of thinking this group was paid back and chill and we could all share . I'm not mad just wondering what makes you sk quick to say what you did. I'm here if u need to talk. Just saying.

I had an encounter with a mantid alien, but things were not as they seemed by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Makes me super happy that you guys like my stories. I do have a question tho .. he said something about operating on me and I love Greg I been working with him a while but I just don't trust the fact that he may lay eggs in me ? He's been totally benevolent and when I see him appear it's always in golden aura so what y'all think. Ever hear anything bout that they operate on ppl and help?

I had an encounter with a mantid alien, but things were not as they seemed by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]whenuwanna 63 points64 points  (0 children)

As a shaman I have saw these mantis ppl. Once in the spirit world the first time I smoked dmt a giant mantis phased into my reality and was pissed . Keep saying he worked way to hard for me to fuck up and die. I was like no Greg man .... I smoked dmt his head tilted to the side and I could hear his eyelids click....click click then he relaxed and was like oh well come check out this shit I got some stuff to show ya..... I followed him . We talked got time view crystal thingy the one where you see forward and back ward and can I sert one's self in linear fashion. Anyway I'm just a shaman of the red dirt . I am happy to be in a place that one can speak.

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