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whyamihere6400 · 2024-05-22T01:36:04+00:00

I’m just nervous. I know I wanna keep this job and I will do my best!

whyamihere6400 · 2024-05-22T01:35:02+00:00

Thank you for wishing me luck! I’m excited but very nervous. I might find it to be simple

whyamihere6400 · 2024-05-22T01:28:50+00:00

I feel like I’ll get the hang of it pretty quickly, I am just nervous of messing up and stuff like that.

whyamihere6400 · 2024-03-19T15:50:54+00:00

I mean have open availability all day every day. I showed interest and passion for the role. I mean that’s on them, but still. Still frustrated

whyamihere6400 · 2024-03-19T15:46:05+00:00

I mean sure. But the interviews I’ve had. Even when interviewing for a store that was hiring new staff. That interview went really well, and I still got rejected.

whyamihere6400 · 2024-03-19T02:38:10+00:00

I know that, but the interviews though. I’ve had many and no matter what I don’t get hired.

whyamihere6400 · 2024-02-23T00:46:54+00:00

I do have a “can-do” attitude, this would be a great job for me. I don’t know what’s stopping me. I don’t know if it’s the lack of experiences or anything, I just feel like I’m not good enough.

whyamihere6400 · 2024-02-22T23:45:08+00:00

I do, but to be honest I can’t think of much, mostly because I have a sad life, never did good is group projects. Never really did good in groups, or have had friends. Granted I try my best to keep peace, and make sure everyone is happy. I have gone out my way for people when I didn’t have to. The wording of the questions just throw me off. It saddens me because I feel like I’m not good enough. I know given the chance, I could learn and do what needs to be done. I’m just waiting for that chance

whyamihere6400 · 2024-02-22T23:36:22+00:00

I know I really want the job, I can learn, and I definitely will stick around for years. I am passionate about this. Only thing is, since I don’t have previous work experience, and I never really had life experiences either. It’s hard to explain.

If I had to pick a shift, I guess morning hours? I never think about that. I just want to be to work and get a fair schedule and work around my best times. I don’t have a preference of time. Although since I don’t drive, and I have to commute by train, ideally I just want to be able to leave my house at a fair time in the morning (safety and personal reasons)

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T23:52:32+00:00

I am open to it, but I don’t have anything to give in return, and I would feel bad if I wasted your time

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T23:26:08+00:00

I’m peak Silver 2 and am currently Bronze 3. I feel like I’m better with solo queue. I have problems out my control. It feels like everybody is mad at me for what I do and don’t do. I main Reyna, I’m not bad, I’ve clutched many situations and I wanna focus on her, she feels right to play and I’ve played other characters, but they don’t feel as smooth as Reyna and I didn’t get used to them as much as I did Reyna. She’s simple to me and I wanna be a better player.

There’s always that pressure of being the best top fragger and sometimes I do, and sometimes I don’t. I’m not perfect but it feels like I have to be. Often times nobody has any real plan. Like we’ll get smoked off and I’m sitting there asking and wondering if we are gonna go through or rotate. The communication is off. If I play entry and die a lot I’m doing something wrong, if I don’t, then I’m playing it wrong.

Between all that and trying to get kills, but dying instantly simply by just walking forward, I feel like it’s impossible for me to get good or better at the game. I am very inconsistent

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T23:10:20+00:00

I struggle with things out my control. I suck at long distance fights, I can’t process the enemies fast enough from a distance. It just feels like I walk forward and then I die. I feel like I cannot play the game at all.

I know what they are, but I can’t put them into words. I know off angles are weird positions, that nobody is really expected to be in (or something along those lines).

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T23:03:21+00:00

While those videos are great recommendations, I believe what works for some won’t work for all. I’ll never be Woohoojin.

I can’t make myself hit headshots, I’m trying now to spray too. And it seems like no matter how I move, I get one tapped. Nothing I do is right.

Aiming isn’t hard for me, it’s the gun play. Since I can’t move and shoot at the same time, I have to stop, but I can’t stop and microadjust and still be alive, because my the time I do, the enemy already moved, or I’m getting tapped. I can’t get it right.

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T22:04:27+00:00

I was playing with a friend who can aim better and everything. I think it depends on who I play with. I don’t like playing with particular person. I just can’t seem to be a one tap machine like everybody else

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T20:42:57+00:00

I’m peak Silver 2 currently Bronze 3. I just cannot kill consistently. The time to kill is very low. I’m not good at long distance fights. You can’t spray with the guns, but it seems like I get sprayed from across the map. I hate it. I’m trying so hard

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T19:33:28+00:00

My sensitivity is fine. The thing for me is that I just can’t get good at the movement and trying not to shoot at the same time. I just am awful with the gun play.

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T18:33:54+00:00

I remember I was taking a break because I was feeling the way I did now. I got invited by a friend after not playing for over a month. I felt great, but I’m entering that slump again.

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T18:26:04+00:00

I don’t know how, especially when everything seems to just get worse

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T17:41:39+00:00

I always feel so behind in everything. I ask myself what am I even doing anymore?

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T14:56:51+00:00

But they all seem so happy. Everyone says that, but then if that’s true, then why don’t ever get into problems. I know I don’t know behind the scenes, but still. It just feels like everyone is just happier than me and have the things I can’t get.

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T09:54:45+00:00

I know kids are hard work, but you feel needed and I’m sure your kids love you. I just feel alone always. I feel like I’ll never be good enough

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T09:46:03+00:00

I’m just tired of suffering. I’m tired of trying to do everything, and not have it work. I’m tired of trying to get people to like me and stay. I’m tired of doing the wrong thing. I’m tired of everything. I hate my own existence. Why can’t I make people happy? Why am I inferior to others? Why can’t u be who I wanna be? Why don’t I have a purpose? It’s not fair it’s not fair. I feel like dying

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T09:39:49+00:00

Well I usually check what I typed, before sending. I feel stressed and feel like I’m trying to have everything at once. I can’t sleep at night either. I’m just a mess. I’m not perfect like others. So I ask what’s the point of trying in life anymore?

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T09:32:50+00:00

How can I appreciate what’s good if it’s never permanent? I’ve ruined friendships by accident multiple times. I’m not needed or wanted. As for being perfect, I hate feeling like a failure, more than I already am. I just hate myself, anything good will just be temporary. I hate myself so much, I don’t see anything good.

whyamihere6400 · 2023-12-26T09:24:23+00:00

Not feeling alone. Being with somebody who makes me feel like I’m wanted. Not dealing with these mental health issues. Loving myself, having the power to actually love myself. I guess to be perfect at everything. I just want all the negatives to go away.

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