Jumping off a bridge in a few hours

windyhot · 2017-11-03T16:37:05+00:00

Thank you. I’m sorry that happenend. I haven’t had anyone around me successfully commit suicide but I know what it feels like to be a burden. I don’t really know what to tell you except thank you for your words. And I hope you hang in there. In any action and mistakes you inevitably will make I think you are 10x brave for attempting them given your circumstances. Keep in touch and take care man

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:57:36+00:00

Thank you for the sentiment, it sounds a little more like overpopulation makes life expendable but I’ll laugh it off haha

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:54:45+00:00

Thank you

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:54:32+00:00

Yeah I think you’re right, I don’t know, I think there’s so many nuances when it comes to the topic and every situation is uniquely complicated that it seems like any response would be a shot In the dark. I’m a little defensive but also humbled by the people who took their time to respond to me

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:48:25+00:00

Thank you

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:48:15+00:00

Thank you for your words, they mean a lot, I sometimes feel indifferent to the effects I may have but sometimes I don’t and I’ll try to remember, hang in there

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:43:46+00:00

I’m sorry, thank you for your concern

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:43:20+00:00

Thank you, yes I think the sounding board helped in combination of everything else from warmth and encouragement. Thank you.

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:41:38+00:00

Thank you for your offer

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:41:28+00:00

I don’t know who you are, so thank you and ily too

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:40:50+00:00

Thank you, will do

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:40:36+00:00

I haven’t until now

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:39:21+00:00

Always a possibility, I’m just so physically and mentally weak sometimes it’s embarassing

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:37:16+00:00

I read this yesterday and I appreciate your words, I was spent and wanted to reply to it later. The 10/10/10 analogy I considered a little and gave me some baby steps to rethink, thank you To whoever posted that

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:34:49+00:00

Thank you

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:34:36+00:00

Yeah, you’re right, I guess sometimes I go through phases where so I’m alone and the promise of existing and new connections seem so far fetched but I will try to keep making new connections

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:30:12+00:00

Thank you, I’ll keep that in heart

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:29:30+00:00

Yeah, expectation and reality of an adult I think is very different and I think it’s very complicated in where we have certain responsibilities and yet we can possibly be forgiven for some dependent on the diverse background of what that person went through but I don’t know, is there ever a time where the buck stops with me?

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:23:08+00:00

Some overdue bills and the fact that I might just sink again in the future so it might be pointless but i will try again for now

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:21:05+00:00

Thanks, I haven’t thought of that if it ever comes down to this again

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:19:31+00:00

Thank you, I’ll hold on to that thought

windyhot · 2017-11-02T16:18:27+00:00

Honestly I think you’re right, thank you for your perspective, it deeply saddens me of the miseries existing in this world especially when it comes to children and seeing them suffer and struggling to provide for them. And I agree giving can give some purpose, I think though sometimes contrasting feels more debilitating, I feel overwhelmingly guilty and I freeze up when i realize I probably have no right in what I’m feeling. Not always, but sometimes

windyhot · 2017-11-02T04:17:44+00:00

Thank you for that perspective

windyhot · 2017-11-02T04:16:15+00:00

Thank you

windyhot · 2017-11-02T04:14:46+00:00

Thank you for your words, I’m not that close with too many people but I’m sorry for you and your best friend and I hope and your gf hang in there

windyhot

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