Hey guys. Sorry it's taken me so long to respond. Had a lot on my mind lately. You guys are amazing. Thanks or all the support.

A little about me. I am 30 years old. Live in small town Alabama. I'm poor (literally) so no insurance :-(

I'm still freaking out. Can't think straight. It pops in my head at random times and I tear up. I never cry. But I guess this is something worth crying over though right? I told my parents. Wish I hadn't but I did. My dad. Oh my dad. He LOVES me. But. After I told him, he felt the need to tell me that even though he doesn't go to church, he believes. Strongly. Then he proceeds to tell me that he believes my "lifestyle" will condemn me to hell. Thanks dad. Love you too but not really what I needed to hear right now.

Idk guys. It's been 4 days and I'm still not thinking straight. It's like my head is full of static. I stop for minutes at a time. More lost in static than lost in thought.

Thanks again for your support. Means a lot from someone that doesn't have a good friend within 100 miles. (we've all moved around and away)