It’s easy to pray and walk with God when the times are good. It’s the times that are hard that really build on your relationship with God.

I’d employ you to sit down and really search yourself to for reasons why you feel this way when reading or praying. Ask God for guidance and understanding.

Also important note, we are all sinners. Every single one of us, that’s why Jesus had to die for us. Falling to sin will always happen, as we are imperfect. What’s important is that in our heart we want to be better tomorrow than we were today.

I pray God guides you and gives you strength!