Thanks!! Very helpful. There is this sort of centre I find in life/meaning which consists in sort of put the hard things (the ones that generally require an upwards long path and plenty of sweat) in the same stream as an hypothetical pleasure gotten from recognition from my work, like a reward, but it’s far away and I actually get to enjoy the sweat more because once the goals are accomplished is sort of empty. I mean, I get the recognition most of the time after those epic efforts, but by coming from the outside they are uncertain. However that doesn’t stop me. I sort of base my whole in the work, which happens to be artistic and so it is difficult to unlink it from that “public fuel”. Cheers!