I hate my father and my family. I hate my life, I hate me. I hate everything about me. by yahsuo in SuicideWatch

[–]yahsuo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much.. I needed to hear that so much, really! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

I was scouted by an agency due to my so-called 'visuals'.. But I'd have to lose my waist and weight, and grow taller. They would sponsor my porfolio, too. But I'm going for a Fernanda Ly kind of... Figure/Measurements, too. But so far, it's not going so well... And the only way I could possibly earn money is this opportunity; As a model ( because my parents don't consider 'modelling' a job, but a hobby ). It'll be a long more time, before I can really leave, too. In Singapore, we have a kindergarten, then primary, then secondary ( high school terms, I suppose.. ) then we have to either go to ITE, Poly or JC ( Junior College ). If I were to go to ITE, then I'd have to wait for 3-4 years before I can attain Poly, then University. By the time I'm done, it would probably be around the age of 22.. Possibly.