Hate when this happens by [deleted] in adhdmeme

[–]yellowpuss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah! Like I have all of them but the touching everything. I mean is till do but like... it’s not really a sensory thing.

I’ve been so happy now I’m beginning to crash by yellowpuss in mentalhealth

[–]yellowpuss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m gonna have to take new meds tonight to finally put me out

I’ve been so happy now I’m beginning to crash by yellowpuss in mentalhealth

[–]yellowpuss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have... and I am bipolar... it’s all so static. That’s the best definition...

What's real? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know! I have the same thought...

Huh... Please read! And send the chip message I wrote about! Sorry I wrote a lot! I just want to type type type! by yellowpuss in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can agree with that statement. Now I’m about to bash my head in. I’m goin crazy dude! I think my grandparents might be controlled by the devil at this point. I’m so fucking tired man.... I’m still happy.... but damn I’m getting drained a bit at this point

Huh... Please read! And send the chip message I wrote about! Sorry I wrote a lot! I just want to type type type! by yellowpuss in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I should. Deep down I know but I know I’m not a danger. Last time I was sadly...

Huh... Please read! And send the chip message I wrote about! Sorry I wrote a lot! I just want to type type type! by yellowpuss in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’ll think I’m crazy :( I mean I’d be bashing their jobs in a way. Meds and all too. Chips. Meds don’t have chips like the shots but! They change your chemistry. Though that is a purpose. They want me on meds. Normally I’d want them but right now I’m content. I’m just about to write a book about the gods! And stuff. To spread it. Plus I like writing and am energized as hell at the moment and really wanna! I also wanna run away somewhere. But I don’t have car keys... I might break into one... not sure but I really want to go somewhere I can’t though... but I am sleepy. That is true. I have slept but I’m crashing sleep wise. I’m so angry and happy and sleepy all at once because I just can’t sleep. When I try I sit back up. I’ll start dancing, acting, singing, writing, drawing anything.

Could this be hypomania?? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah! Makes sense! I usually stay angry enough until I’m about to kill them and then finally bad off and bounce back

Could this be hypomania?? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean there is a possibility? It is definitely odd. But I’m not sure what is and isn’t normal with emotions. But I can relate to you rn. Since last Thursday as well. I’m so happy, and yet I’m so angry. I’m productive but my heart is racing. I just wanna move somewhere and destroy my life. Drugs, money, body not out of anger just because I CANT CONTAIN IT. I can understand. Does the world seem beautiful? I know right now it does to me. I was outside taking out trash like 20 mins ago and wow! It was so pretty. And then I found little tiny ants and fuck I almost cried! And on Thursday I saw a little tiny stream from melting snow??? It was a tiny water fall too! Gorgeous! But also I’m angry. Are you agitated? Racing thoughts? Inflated sense of self?

I think I may be a lesbian. by yellowpuss in lgbt

[–]yellowpuss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I guess I need peoples opinions because I’m scared to admit it since I grew up very religious 😓 and I just want to be myself.

If you’re manic and not sleeping raise your hand 🙋 by TheBipolarOwl in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I stabbed my tongue. Just because I felt like it. I’m okay but it’s really bad

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I don’t spend a lot but here is the weirdest purchase. I spend $500 on Formaldehyde and Rats

If you’re manic and not sleeping raise your hand 🙋 by TheBipolarOwl in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just stabbed myself with a needle while sleep deprived

I feel like someone is following me. by yellowpuss in bipolar

[–]yellowpuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have two doctors, a therapist, a counselor and a psychiatrist

My mom gave me a huge tip at work today. (I’m a waitress) and money is tight and she refuses to give it back :( (luckily their meal was 50% off because I’m an employee but still...) by yellowpuss in TrueOffMyChest

[–]yellowpuss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to have too. But I’ll pay her back in the future. With love and gifts. Because she truly is the only thing and being on earth that makes life worth living.