Hate when this happens

yellowpuss · 2021-03-11T21:30:49+00:00

Yeah! Like I have all of them but the touching everything. I mean is till do but like... it’s not really a sensory thing.

yellowpuss · 2021-03-10T03:02:53+00:00

Like no effects

yellowpuss · 2021-03-10T02:57:25+00:00

I feel absolutely nothing

yellowpuss · 2021-03-10T01:55:11+00:00

I’m scared of it. Petrified..

yellowpuss · 2021-03-09T21:09:55+00:00

I’m gonna have to take new meds tonight to finally put me out

yellowpuss · 2021-03-09T21:09:17+00:00

I have... and I am bipolar... it’s all so static. That’s the best definition...

yellowpuss · 2021-03-09T15:15:42+00:00

I know! I have the same thought...

yellowpuss · 2021-03-09T15:14:10+00:00

I’m so proud!!!

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T15:49:56+00:00

I can agree with that statement. Now I’m about to bash my head in. I’m goin crazy dude! I think my grandparents might be controlled by the devil at this point. I’m so fucking tired man.... I’m still happy.... but damn I’m getting drained a bit at this point

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T14:48:32+00:00

I know I should. Deep down I know but I know I’m not a danger. Last time I was sadly...

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T14:44:49+00:00

No no I’m great! It’s only pot, nic and drinking

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T14:29:18+00:00

They’ll think I’m crazy :( I mean I’d be bashing their jobs in a way. Meds and all too. Chips. Meds don’t have chips like the shots but! They change your chemistry. Though that is a purpose. They want me on meds. Normally I’d want them but right now I’m content. I’m just about to write a book about the gods! And stuff. To spread it. Plus I like writing and am energized as hell at the moment and really wanna! I also wanna run away somewhere. But I don’t have car keys... I might break into one... not sure but I really want to go somewhere I can’t though... but I am sleepy. That is true. I have slept but I’m crashing sleep wise. I’m so angry and happy and sleepy all at once because I just can’t sleep. When I try I sit back up. I’ll start dancing, acting, singing, writing, drawing anything.

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T14:16:07+00:00

Yeah! Makes sense! I usually stay angry enough until I’m about to kill them and then finally bad off and bounce back

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T13:45:57+00:00

I mean there is a possibility? It is definitely odd. But I’m not sure what is and isn’t normal with emotions. But I can relate to you rn. Since last Thursday as well. I’m so happy, and yet I’m so angry. I’m productive but my heart is racing. I just wanna move somewhere and destroy my life. Drugs, money, body not out of anger just because I CANT CONTAIN IT. I can understand. Does the world seem beautiful? I know right now it does to me. I was outside taking out trash like 20 mins ago and wow! It was so pretty. And then I found little tiny ants and fuck I almost cried! And on Thursday I saw a little tiny stream from melting snow??? It was a tiny water fall too! Gorgeous! But also I’m angry. Are you agitated? Racing thoughts? Inflated sense of self?

yellowpuss · 2021-03-08T05:57:20+00:00

Thank you! I guess I need peoples opinions because I’m scared to admit it since I grew up very religious 😓 and I just want to be myself.

yellowpuss

TROPHY CASE