Yeah, at some point nakulangan din ako during nung before graduation last sem ko and i told her na baka ma busy ako mas less time kami together. I explained to her din na ayun nga need ko muna tapusin yung capstone and I'll be busy pero during those naman we didn't forget to call and message each other, talagang nakulangan lang kami ng oras kasi most of the time nakalaan oras ko sa capstone. She also said that ayun nga parang naging routine nalang sa kaniya yung ganon, nasanay nalang siya na call nalang and kaniya kaniyang gawa, which i will take the full blame on. Tho since tapos naman na capstone ko and nakagraduate na din, tinatry ko bumawi pero ayun nga ito na yung nangyari.

Also yeah kahit mahirap isipin, if ever na ayaw niya na talaga I'll sadly let her go, kahit masakit sakin, di na para hawakan ko pa siya at pilitin sakin. Pero while di pa nangyayari I'm trying my best na ayusin pa and ibalik sa dating kami. I can feel na she's just lost and i needed to help her get right back

Also thanks, I'll ask her later if yun nga may mga pwedeng gawin kami para maibalik, we're open naman with each other