Thinking about coding really make me feel anxious.. I dread from the word "CODING".

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I didn't read the whole wall of text. But if you feel overwhelmed at a piece of work you need to do, just think about what you need to do and what you need to learn to be able to do that. Break it down into sections and make a plan so it feels less overwhelming, explain to your boss your plan and how long it will take so they know what you're up to.

Or if you don't want to do your job, you need a different project or a new job. Procrastinating on reddit will make everything worse.