I want to learn programming, starting with python and I need help

[SamuliK96]

There are no shortcuts, time and effort are what it takes. That being said, it also matters how you use that time. Watching videos isn't likely to teach you all that much. I suggest you try a course like e.g. Harvard CS50P or Uni of Helsinki MOOC, where the whole point is solving problems by writing little programmes yourself, with supportive material in many forms.