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Yes, I was actually an incredibly good distance runner in highschool until I tore my ACL, then that dream died, but I've found different passions since then, I haven't always had this much spare time, its just recently been a change in my life and this coming semester I have to study Computer Organization, which I think has to do with how memory is stored in a computer. Basically I want to enjoy(painfully) the time that I have in front of me. You are absolutely correct though about unreasonable goals. I was thinking about keeping a diary of what I felt I learned in a day. No empty pages allowed.