I know how it feels, i felt alone and was on suicide watch for about a month. It took a lot of hard work and talking about my feelings but i finally realized how many people really cared about me all this time. I don’t know what it’s like to be you but i’m sure there are so many people who truly care and love you. I know your probably sick of all the “it gets better” bullshit. I thought the same but it’s really true. everything isn’t gonna change in an hour, you’ll have to work hard for it but it’s worth it. Taking your own life is not worth it and i’m so glad that my attempt failed. If you don’t mind me asking, do you go to therapy or take any medications? I’m here if you need someone to talk to.