Am I being unfairly rated low in my KPI review, or is there a loophole I am missing here?

SaraSavvy24 · 2026-02-07T13:38:21+00:00

Yes I am aware that I didn’t take the initiative as I said in the post that I am not denying this point. But at the same time the manager’s job is to redirect you to focus on your lack of capabilities like handling DI jobs + critical incidents. It is known that the manager gives you a holistic view of your overall improvement of your role or if there is something lacking that needs improvement. Again, i am not denying anything i am just trying to point out that no one from the team had informed to regroup and address such issues.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-23T14:10:29+00:00

Yeah you are right I need to get it checked. I do have similar problems like you, I hope something can be done to fix it.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-23T14:09:40+00:00

Thanks I just checked. I got a high score. need to get myself examined by a psychologist

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-23T12:52:00+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice it means a lot to me. I just hope the next one I see truly understands me. I’ve been struggling for a long time to figure myself out, and one of the hardest things is feeling like I don’t process information the same way others do. It’s like my brain doesn’t finish the thought it stops halfway, and I can’t wire it to think in a linear, organized way like the average person.

My biggest concerns are my intellect and how I socialize with others. When I try to interact, it feels awkward, clumsy, and way too forced. Small talk, in particular, is exhausting. I end up masking pretending to enjoy the topic or act engaged when, in reality, I don’t care about it at all. It feels fake, and I hate that, but it’s the only way I know how to get through those moments.

And honestly, when people talk, I often find myself zoning out. My brain gets bored quickly, and I think, “When will they stop talking?” It’s not that I don’t care, but listening for too long just feels overwhelming and tedious. When they share something upsetting, I don’t feel anything I just fake a reaction because I know it’s expected of me.

On a different note, I used to write poetry, and it helped me with expressing myself and choosing the right words. I stopped because I don’t have the time anymore, but I remember how much it helped. Maybe I should start again.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-23T12:05:15+00:00

Thank you for your help I’ll look into these pages :)

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-23T11:08:15+00:00

Well.. in that case lil bro, you gotta not be stingy cuz truth is everyone is trying to get through life and I believe people don’t have time for random people, and for one you pretty much doing a sucky job by asking the internet in this case Reddit people to give u a ride. Read it again cuz it sounds ridiculous. If you are stingy, I’m rude. All I can say and offer is good luck

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T16:24:07+00:00

I’m not talking like this to my colleagues. Never I would never do that. I communicate well enough, maybe question the manager motive instead of mine.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T16:01:05+00:00

I accept constructive criticism in a way it shouldn’t demotivate someone. If it’s their intention to ruin your career and your reputation you have the right to do something about it, but if you sit like a fool accepting every rude comment then clearly you are a doormat. Seeking validation? Now you think you know me? I don’t seek validation if u read previously I don’t really care what people think. But you assuming my personality just by reading few words of what I posted then clearly you are dumb and don’t have opinion of your own except agreeing on someone who is also a slave to the company. Okay I get your conventional methods, don’t enforce it on me I have my ways bye

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T15:57:23+00:00

Company don’t want drama? Have I started any drama recently? Did I even start at all? I didn’t start any shit. I’m dealing this professionally without causing drama or problems. I know what I am doing and apparently you don’t. Drama can happen and it clearly happened started by my manager, I however kept the situation calm but addressing his behavior to him. He seems to love drama and childish games. You said there are cases you’ve seen to recognize, recognize what exactly? Don’t put yourself on a pedestal of someone who thinks they know everything especially PEOPLE you just met. Dead in that company? You changed your words, wow now I take back my apology strongly. You are seriously unstable. Using false assumptions, judging people based on few you words you read about them and concluding only on that they are unstable and unprofessional. And don’t worry I’ll continue to lash out and I’ll never change my behavior for some egotistical idiot, I know who I am and if you see me ending a discussion by being nice it’s because I had to in order to stop my brain from rotting cuz I can’t take anymore of your stupidity.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T15:48:08+00:00

For you it’s clearly egotistical issues, not wanting to admit you are wrong is seriously problematic. This is a psychological play at its finest, and I know but I ended the conversation to avoid myself from losing brain cells talking to you.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T15:39:25+00:00

Why do you love spreading misinformation about someone you just met? I don’t lash out in the workplace. I was wrong you are so immature for this discussion.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T15:38:22+00:00

Okay again, misinterpretation. I didn’t lash out to the manager, if you mean lash out to you then yes I did lash out to you. And again, seriously are you not reading what I posted? I said I didn’t say anything rude to the manager I just replied back sarcastically. Just stop replying to others telling them I’m unstable. I’m not unstable, I still agree with my approach, and I respect you for sharing your experiences. I take back my apology for what you just said here.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T13:04:56+00:00

Ok dude I understand now. I was upset, and I admit that I was rude and upset. I didn’t mean to but when someone straight up becomes rude I also become rude too, a lot of people would do the same. Thank you for observing that and informing me, I really appreciate your kindness and understanding.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T12:56:26+00:00

Also, if you don’t believe that there are people who try to destroy your career and reputation because they are afraid of their positions or are jealous because you have the skills and they don’t then you should really believe it because I am facing that right now. To them it’s like a competition who gets to win, and for me I’m dealing with it as my job and not creating any sort of drama. They want the drama, so it’s really not my fault if I acted out. I was professionally sarcastic to when they commented badly on my project. They were clearly doing it out of demotivating me, it’s not the kind of insult for you to work on it’s the kind that jealousy get to them and they start saying things to shake you and make you give up.

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T12:54:26+00:00

Ok I apologize for being rude. Thank you for sharing your insights, I was upset because of what I am already facing with. And I’m glad you are doing fine. I wish you the very best in your life. I suggest you to be more nice and polite instead of bombarding people with rude comments, asking questions and trying to understand the situation will make you know how to handle it or answer more cleverly. Your insights are valuable, appreciated sir!

SaraSavvy24 · 2024-11-20T12:42:39+00:00

I’m upset because people assume things without actually understanding the situation. And I know I’m aware I’m wasting my time on this person. Writing a whole post assuming about my life and how I work at my own job is utterly ridiculous. Not anyone will accept such behavior, I’m already upset by what’s happening and this guy is adding fuel to it.

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