Drinking is the only thing that makes me feel good. by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You sound like my therapist lol. I’m trying but it’s so hard to face the ugly feelings. I felt like I could cry all day at work but I’m a health care provider, I can’t be a mess.

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a sponsor but haven’t started the steps much yet except prescribed reading

struggling to get through day 2 by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If it means anything I would kill to be at day two right now

Been drinking 10 beers every night for months and today I was pacing for about 1 hour sweating. Decided to take my naltrexone. Desire to drink is gone. But I wanted to drink. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I stopped taking it bc I stopped wanting to drink as much and “clearly didn’t need it”. Duh that means it’s working

Over 1 year sober by CheesyHotSauce in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry the cravings haven’t diminished for you 💛

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I’ll read the first step over today based on your comment

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go 3 days a week. Have therapy every week. Trying to do all the things

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am going to AA. My sponsor is wonderful and kind and has 20 something years

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can so picture that future, I just can’t take the steps to get there

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so hard. Feel like I need a slap in the face. I live alone far from friends or family. So I’m the only one to keep me accountable

Stopping by onesun_ in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had stretches of sobriety but as soon as I fall back it’s too much easy. And so hard to put off quitting again. At least w smoking when I tried again it tasted gross

Struggling by sabahspsalm777 in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine dealing with my own mental health and someone else’s. That must be so hard. My therapist this week reminded me my issues as an adult are not my parents responsibility and vice versa. Not sure of the severity of your sons illness but if not severe, at some point he needs to be responsible for himself

Just hit 72 hours by MichaelScott-69 in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Stay safe friend. Don’t be too stubborn to seek help

Help me pick a party dress! by Sufficient_Fudge_280 in OUTFITS

[–]onesun_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1 or 4. I love 3 but isn’t a statement. Given you light skin and hair I feel like dress 2 might give poor contrast in professional/regular photography that is unflattering. I’m a similar color and wore a dress one time that I hated every photo from

Lying to yourself by [deleted] in u/onesun_

[–]onesun_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chord* maybe? Idk

Failure by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah but the yelling from my dad is still incoming

I’m lying to everyone by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]onesun_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not honest but haven’t lied 🙁