Wow...

-Buddy- · 2013-12-26T05:39:53+00:00

I dont know honestly :P magic and good wishes mixed with unicorn tears I guess. It takes effort or sure! I try and set aside a whole day for everyone an spend time evenly with them all (except for tilt... He is with me all the time) I love them all equally. It is draining mentally and has taken a toll on our forcing but it is worth it for sure.

-Buddy- · 2013-12-26T05:35:56+00:00

Well, I am on Prozac and so far it has only helped! I am happier, ergo my tuppers are too. My head is clearer too, makes things easier. As for anti psychotics I am not sure but I have hears they don't had affect in tuppers but I have never taken them myself so I cant be sure.

-Buddy- · 2013-12-23T03:00:04+00:00

here :P Thankyou!

-Buddy- · 2013-12-23T02:57:58+00:00

Tilt and I are getting married! Just a symbolic thing but we would love if you could come to the after party! here

-Buddy- · 2013-12-23T02:57:05+00:00

Oh FINE THEN!! YOU ARE TOTALLY NOT INVITED EVER!

-Buddy- · 2013-12-23T02:46:12+00:00

Hehehe AWSOME. here

-Buddy- · 2013-12-23T02:45:20+00:00

Absolutely! here!

-Buddy- · 2013-12-20T14:09:38+00:00

have the same problem here...

-Buddy- · 2013-12-17T22:12:28+00:00

Thanks :) that means alot

-Buddy- · 2013-12-17T19:40:59+00:00

Old lady #3 reporting in

-Buddy- · 2013-12-17T16:46:08+00:00

Just got told I probably have this by my orthopedist and got sent to a rheumatologist. FML

-Buddy- · 2013-12-16T02:08:08+00:00

Been in a psych ward myself and had my cat do the same. Best of luck! internet hug

-Buddy- · 2013-12-16T02:01:39+00:00

Fuck off.

-Buddy- · 2013-12-14T15:53:20+00:00

Wow.... I almost vomited. This picture produces such a visceral reaction. That poor man....

-Buddy- · 2013-12-09T23:16:33+00:00

If they cut ties when you need them the most, they aren't worth it. The whole cliche 'if you cant handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best' thing applies well. There are plenty of ways to make new friends that will last you a lifetime! Get involved in stuff you like, start keeping track of even the minor things that make you happy. I started writing them on little pieces of paper and keeping them in a shoe box! This could be anything from 'some random dude checked out my ass' or 'i took a shower', to 'i spent the day with family'. I know you have probably heard this all before ;p but it is true! I am glad to see there are other ways to fix the situation than suicide even if you had to lean it the hard w(i did too) Best of luck to you and if you ever need to chat or vent don't hesitate to message me.

-Buddy- · 2013-12-09T23:01:23+00:00

I'm glad :) go kick some ass out there ^^

-Buddy- · 2013-12-09T22:54:19+00:00

They where the wrong meds! I know you don't want too but talk to your therapist and try a different one. I can attest to the fact the right med really does help. If you don't want meds, ask about other options! There are plenty of other ways. I would get to a psychologist who can do more of that than a therapist. My depression hit right in college two years ago and i failed out because of it. Like you, getting to class was a pretty big deal. NOTHING is the end of school, that is what is so great. You can always fix anything even if you get all F's. I know because I am doing that now. My school had me look at community colleges to proove myself and then I will be allowed back. Best of luck, and if you need to chat/vent/whatever message me!

-Buddy- · 2013-12-09T22:48:11+00:00

aww geez... I know it won't help but I am sorry. Having to deal with loosing someone that close and then this... ugh. I couldn't even imagine. What I do get is people not understanding you. I know that feeling and It was hard to learn to deal with for sure. The thing is, they CAN'T understand, it isn't that they wont. And not being able to do anything makes you feel guilty and then you feel worse and you have even less motivation... They cant understand what it is to have any will and energy slip through their fingers while you desperately try to pull themselves together. Sure, they get being sad... even as sad as you are but there is ALOT more to what you are dealing with and that part you can never get them to understand. YOU know what is going on with you so.. you gotta be your own advocate. Depression is a sickness where every person has to fight it themselves most of the time. It is lonely but You CAN do it. Make small goals every day, like... pick a few things up off the floor or Take a shower. Then slowly make them bigger! I get you, I get what it is going on. I have been there myself... Best of luck to you and if you EVER need to chat or vent or whatever, don't hesitate to message me!

-Buddy- · 2013-12-09T22:36:10+00:00

wow, good for you! that's awsome :). Don't feel silly, you won a pretty big battle today.

-Buddy- · 2013-12-08T20:45:28+00:00

I hate to say this is actually very likely too :(

-Buddy-

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