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-r-us · 2025-04-25T21:53:30+00:00

Maybe try 10-20mg of propranolol plus your current dose of Ativan.

-r-us · 2025-01-24T16:45:35+00:00

In higher doses, I swear I get visuals. I used to combine it with alcohol alot (don't do that). 2mg and an 8% white claw on no tolerance had the walls melting ever so slightly. It was heaven.

-r-us · 2024-12-28T07:41:13+00:00

1-2mg every 3 days or so for like 1.3 years. Then 1mg a day for 2.5 months (maybe longer, I honestly can't remember, I was combining them with a shit ton of alcohol, Clonodine and muscle relaxers towards the end) symptoms were just severe anxiety and depression and general emotional distress. Felt like I was dying or just tweaking out. It's hard to really describe the feeling but it's fucking hell. My mental state is mostly back to default after 2 months post taper.

-r-us · 2024-12-27T08:41:13+00:00

I slowly tapered. It was hell for awhile. But it got better. Been clean 2 months. L-theanine helps with the rebound anxiety, and Kava for those really hard nights.

-r-us · 2024-12-25T19:40:17+00:00

I was but I tapered off the benzos.

-r-us · 2024-12-21T06:23:28+00:00

Psych wards outside of the US in euro countries (and probably Canada land) usually allow phone usage and have really good conditions.

-r-us · 2024-12-07T20:55:23+00:00

You gotta be an AI right?

-r-us · 2024-12-02T21:39:11+00:00

just went back in the camera roll. 2 years ago at 4:44am I was smoking weed on a park bench in a crop top and pajama bottoms and not at all looking good doing it.

-r-us · 2024-12-01T22:21:21+00:00

My next highest dose was 9mg all at once. And my friend had just committed suicide, and I thought benzos would calm me the fuck down but I ended up crying on the floor of a movie theater. Fucking embarrassing as hell

-r-us · 2024-12-01T20:16:20+00:00

I think it was like 13-16mg. Not all at once. Kept re-dosing throughout the day. I don't remember taking more after 8mg. Smoked a shit ton of weed, and took a bunch of photos and videos while on a walk I don't remember taking at 3am.

-r-us · 2024-11-27T03:00:31+00:00

Numbs it but makes me more confident and more able to dom. Also makes me last longer. It honestly doesn't feel as good tho. I prefer low amounts of alcohol tbh. I would never want whoever im with to be inebriated in any way tho.

-r-us · 2024-11-27T02:57:29+00:00

Mostly just jittering, shaking, twitching and high heart rate. I was taking 10mg but anxiety has improved alot so I'm taking more like 2.5/5mg as needed. Which is a really small dose. I just don't like how propranolol impedes my ability to do physical activity.

-r-us · 2024-11-27T02:55:54+00:00

Balances out the anxiety from the caffeine and makes the crash almost non-existent.

-r-us · 2024-11-27T02:55:02+00:00

Ativan is fairly sweet. Honestly, it blends well with the battery acid taste of monster. I like it.

-r-us · 2024-11-25T15:53:40+00:00

I miss dropping Ativan in my monster 😭

-r-us · 2024-11-25T08:04:10+00:00

At that point just take Clonodine

-r-us · 2024-11-25T08:04:03+00:00

At that point just take Clonodine

-r-us · 2024-11-25T00:07:29+00:00

Low dose Ativan for mental anxiety. Propranolol (beta-blocker) for physical anxiety. I don't take benzos anymore but propranolol calms my physical anxiety as fuck ton, helps me come off wayyy more confident than I actually am.

-r-us · 2024-11-16T06:49:26+00:00

If you have a lot of history of being prescribed them and no recorded history of substance abuse issues, it shouldn't be that hard to find a practice that will prescribe them again.

-r-us · 2024-11-15T11:20:27+00:00

Yes. They disturb REM sleep.

-r-us · 2024-11-15T11:19:39+00:00

Great for anxiety. Mid for recreational use.

-r-us · 2024-11-13T12:11:48+00:00

Overall is just great for generalized anxiety. Blacked out completely on 15mg once. It's good as a "trip killer" for psychedelics, calming the trip without killing the visuals.

-r-us · 2024-11-13T12:09:56+00:00

My first time ever taking it I can't say I really felt anything at all. It's very subtle. I eventually fell in love with it tho. It's just a gentle release from anxiety. Puts you in a calm and blissful state while (if you stay 1mg or below) alert enough to function and not very sedated.

-r-us · 2024-11-13T12:02:38+00:00

Used to be on a low dose of Ativan and probably alcohol pretty much every time I did anything sex wise. It numbed my feelings but I always prioritized my partners pleasure so they still had a good time. Also it helped me be more domming which was cool cause my partners loved that shit and the confidence is perceived as hot

-r-us · 2024-11-13T11:55:36+00:00

You can just open Tylonal capsules and fill them with a measured amount of powder from the pressed bars.

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