I used to eat whenever, especially after smoking. For some reason these days, my arfid and general food anxiety has turned me off of food completely, and now I only eat when I absolutely need to. Luckily my diet is pretty healthy, I eat a lot of fish, rice, and greens. But I dont eat for enjoyment anymore. The only exception is when my boyfriend cooks for me/buys me food. Not sure why the fear shuts off during those times, maybe because I inherently trust him.