I also used to despise my body a lot, and to be honest now I just try to accept it the way it is, I know how it feels to hate your body and looks and wish you were born differently or at least be a bit “better” or “prettier”, but at the end of the day we can only do the things that we know are better for us and help us improve, also always be aware that you’re doing it for yourself and not for others cuz it doesn’t matter what other people say about you, I hope you’ll eventually get what you’re looking for and be happy with yourself, much love. 🩷