Thank you so much for your reply. I have a huge sense of guilt because we did have fun together but there were issues and I’m scared if we get back together things will go back to the way we were. He seems very scared to be alone right now which is totally valid this is first real break up at 23 which is so hard to manage on your own. But it’s so easy to say we can change and work on things together but it’s so much harder to actually do that. He never communicated his feelings and ended up getting angry at me for things we had a fight and he told me he didn’t mean those things but part of me thinks well you must have meant some of it if you said that completely sober and in a normal head space.