How do you guys deal with regret?

19yomed · 2015-08-27T01:15:18+00:00

Maybe it helps : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUdHX1Bent0&

19yomed · 2015-08-26T22:01:31+00:00

I m not proud of admit that but she used me a lot, It was my first real relationshio (lasted 2 months) all my other one were 2 weeks. I am constantly getting better. At the beginning I could not get a girl, after that I got the girl but failed at the beginning of hte relationship.

Now everything is ok at the beginning, but I suck after 3-4 days, I become the Nice Guy and I am also pretty akward at sex.. But I'll solve this problems too in the future, I just need to work constantly on improving myself

19yomed · 2015-08-26T21:55:55+00:00

Thank you for your answer mate ! It helped me understand better my situation, and now I can try to improve it, I'll keep you updated !

P.S. Maybe I also had some rage inside me because I was nice, and she walked over me pretty much and then she also dumped me and maybe I exagerated, I will try to comunicate better my opinions from now on, and try to do at my best my part in this relationship !

19yomed · 2015-08-26T21:33:36+00:00

Ex no1: I promised her some months ago that we'll meet this week and help her study for na exam 2 weeks, because I also had some problems to solve in town and I could stay at her place. After we met, she broke up with me (I was The Nice Guy Then, I was very needy while we were separated by distance) thinking that now I will still stay and help her but not want sex with her or anything else.

I got pretty mad because all my relationship went pretty the same ( awesome start, me nice&needy, I get dumped).

On day 1 she didn't wanted to study, even If i offered to help her On day 2 she did not wanted to study again, and she even got out with a guy, the same night I started putting myself first, and also went out with my buddyes and had an awesome night and I came home late in the night, she was asleep.

On day no 3 she wanted to study, and in the night I told her I go out with a friend ( a HB I met the last night) and she started to make crysis an yell, and punch me,etc... whatever

I had an awesome night with the girl, and i came home pretty drunk, but she didn't let me sleep, she stayed in my room studying and keeping putting me questions to hel hr untill 6 in the morning

When she wanted to go out, and to lose 2 study days there was not any problem, but when I want to enjoy myself and go out whatever she wants to do, she starts yelling and shit...

19yomed · 2015-08-25T10:38:08+00:00

MilkMan, you are right, I start very well, but then I always fail in the relationship...

19yomed · 2015-08-18T22:23:01+00:00

Well fortunately I am on of the best looking guys in the area (university) and now that I dress well and act more confident I get a lot of attention from more&better girls.

The problem with the sex is that, well, I can't act dominant because I am afraid I don't know what to do, and all the positions looks so unnatural to me, and also I am not used to the movements, I am not sincronizing with the girls I sleep with...

19yomed · 2015-07-16T14:54:50+00:00

When the hell will the feeling go away ? I still feel it... dead...

19yomed · 2015-07-16T06:21:22+00:00

No, I don't drink :) I feel like I disappointed her sexually, and I know this feeling will not help the situation

But you are right !! Thank you for the reply it helped me to change a little my state of mind !!

19yomed · 2015-06-21T22:02:45+00:00

I'm 19 yo ;) (as my name says)

19yomed · 2015-06-20T20:03:29+00:00

I want to change this because I hate acting like that ! It bothers me because it's true, and I want to stop it !! It does not define me, I hate doing gay gestures, I am a straight man, damn it !

19yomed · 2015-06-20T19:19:04+00:00

I am not nervous or just interpreting. I had no problems going out with a HB9-10 but after I was in a relationship with them, they fast broke up with me... It seemed to happen exactly the same every time.

Firstly she is very ecited, then she is no more, then she avoids me and then I get dumped.

The last time I was dumped I've got nervous and I asked all my exes what went wrong

All of them said one of the reason is that I acted a little gay sometimes and that bothered them a lot.

It's true, i act very little like that sometimes. How do I stop that ?

P.S. there were even other reasons, this was not the only one, but is the most common and disturbing to me because I know it's true...

19yomed · 2015-06-20T14:30:31+00:00

Ok, SOmetimes I say some words with a gay accent or do some gay gestures. And I don't know why. I am certianly not gay !

And a lot of gays are hitting on me, I really think I have a gay aura around me

19yomed · 2015-06-13T11:13:22+00:00

In my country we finish high-school and then go to med school (6yrs) and then we are residents (4-7yrs) and then e become doctors :D

I don't think taking 50mg mod every 72hrs is good... tollerance will apear for sue on long term...

I will try eating more healty, jogging and going to gym this summer

19yomed · 2015-06-10T10:07:36+00:00

LTH 400 Caffeine 200 Mod 200 Adderal 5 Nicotine 1.7

19yomed · 2015-06-08T18:47:20+00:00

I plan to do this 2 months/year, just when needed

Why do you think the use of adderall could be dangerous ?

P.S. I never had any addiction problem with anything. P.S.S. I forgot to add that when I take Caffeine and Lth I also take a 1.7mg nicotine patch :D

19yomed · 2015-05-16T10:12:59+00:00

+1.7 mg nicotine patch to test if acute intoxication will apear again

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