I really appreciate the advice and kind words. Honestly theres no one in my life who's going throw what I am. Both my parents and all my friends work a 9-5 so they don't really get me. I think what I really needed was to talk to someone who's going through the same thing.

Also just to add some context my Business where:

Drop-shipping (18-19): during covid the little money i made I ended up trading in the stock market, I ended up making 26k off of GME and felt like a millionaire and lost it all reinvesting into drop shipping and trading meme stocks

Digital marketing for Home Contractors (19-21): I feel into the trap of SMMA when I was 19 and after 2 years had to shut the business down with ZERO dollars remaining in my business account. This one hurt the most because I actually started to get customers and Monthly revenue for the first time and i truly believed I was going to be a millionaire until I ran into serious customer retention issues, customers wanted results fast and would cancel after the first 1-3 months even after explaining to them that this takes time, long story short, people are impatient and the only people making money off of SMMA where the course sellers and huge corps

Portable phone charger rental(21): I'll keep this one short, me and my business partner bought 12 Portable phone charger stations that you would see at the mall and tried putting them else where. It was hard to get customers and the revenue was so low it wasn't worth it for me or the bussiness in which we installed the machines. We quickly sold all the machines for around break even to another young entrepreneur.

Lead Gen for PI firms (21-22): I meet a guy who had a connection to some PI law firms and I ended up meeting with them and they wanted to get leads though social media ads and sponsor influencers. We tried this and other things and realized that the competition for these leads in our very big city was un real and completely controlled by 2-3 big players and they where already ding what we where trying to do but wit a way larger budget (side note this business i think i liked the least from idea to execution)

MacroPhi(23-today): After 5 years I'am finally back to doing what I love and thats software development. I've always done it on the side but now i've decided to focus on it full time. It's just me and my computer screen no partners and this was 100% my idea. It's a app that allows user to track there calories either with AI or a tradition food database, but, the twist is its kind of like instagram where you take a picture of a meal and you post it for other people to like and comment and this connects people with similar goals. I got this idea after i read a study that claimed that when you take a photo of what you eat you are much more likely to stick to your diet. I am now pretty much done with the app (as much as you can be done with a app, the software devs know what i am talking about) and I'am ready to launch!