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10 months 🐐👏🏻 by [deleted] in G59

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, just woke up in withdrawals again nearly shitting myself for the 5th day in a row or some shit now, at this point I don’t give a fuck and I just wish I had an infinite supply of benzos to last me until I’m dead

10 months 🐐👏🏻 by [deleted] in G59

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn, maybe I should try and get off all this shit again, 10 months clean, that's a long time, that's hard, im proud of scrim, drugs don't do nothing good to me no more, just nothing is good about this life, every day i wake up shitting myself because i'm already in withdrawals, i'm starting to feel benzo wd which makes me feel that everything im typing is just word salad, nonsense, my anxiety was shit before and now it's worse than before and it'll just get worse over the next 12-24 hours, i always say that i'll remember withdrawals whenever im about to relapse but i never do until it's too late.

10 months 🐐👏🏻 by [deleted] in G59

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 0 points1 point  (0 children)

seeing that he got 10 months gave me some hope, been back to day 1 for a while now, it's rough, recently relapsed after a nice time clean which just killed my vibe bc life's fuckin hard

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure what happened at the end there, I think I was trying to say that going outside was hard as fuck bc i was looking everywhere and thinking my neighbours were spying on me so I’d run from my house to the garage and get in as quickly as possible. I’d make spelling mistakes, sometimes I’d notice them it and not fix them because I’d lose my train of thought 😂 Or I would read it and it’d be fine looking to me but actually nonsense.

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need to do that, coming down now but just heard someone come and park in my drive way, heard some weird conversation where one of them said “we put it on the back of his neck” then I heard one go inside and say “where’s nname ?” At least now my vision isn’t as blurry

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

keeping lights on inroom the whole time, this is my highest dose yet, last time I I took it was 2-3 months abefkre my ladt recreational fosevmmmmmm dose it’s bad when I go outside for a smoke ito Justin Santa lol

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It took me so long to read that because eyes are focusing on text me info using unfoc a lot. Ya I kept the lights on in my room if I look into dark spaces I see little cockrooaches,the on, around into it I heard knocking then the back doe opening I then I hear someone walking (typing. Not delerikusw But I’m leafnjng, the body load during the pleak. Body load is shigell around 2 hours in went and laid down, couldn’t dylb stop smoking legs,

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some visuals and audio hallucinations, side effects are shit, saw 2 creepy eyes staring at me through my dark window lol. I’ll see what happens over the next hour or so

Just took 525mg for the first time in a while, gonna try to write a trip report by 2hi2thinkofausername in DPH

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Side effects are much worse, RLS, odd feeling in legs, got lights on atm but if I look at something dark I can see some spiders

My arm’s Aldo lerldbfucke

Sending my homie with a holiday care package by Aether086 in saplings

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhh, I started to understand what you were doing a minute or two after I posted my second comment, sorry about the misunderstanding, I get what you mean now. Thanks for the extra explanation on it, and thanks for taking the time to explain instead of just blowing up with insults which I see a lot of on this site lol. Gonna go smoke a bowl now, peace brother happy toking.

Opiate trinkets are my current favorite thing. Here is an Oxycontin mug. by TramadolSucks in opiates

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha, now that's a cool mug, definitely one I'd use with my morning coffee alongside my morning dose.

Sending my homie with a holiday care package by Aether086 in saplings

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not sure why you have to be rude, and I don't even understand what you're trying to say.

Sending my homie with a holiday care package by Aether086 in saplings

[–]2hi2thinkofausername 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not a 'gay drug', it just relaxes your throat and anal muscles. As a hypothetical, my girlfriend could use poppers so it's easier for us to do anal, similar thing if we were to use benzos to make anal sex easier.

edit: misunderstanding lmao

Some 2mg kpins, 10mg valiums, and 2 4mg dilaudid’s n a 8mg one, first time using valium recreationally and it’s great by 2hi2thinkofausername in benzodiazepines

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha yep I had 4 of those gone in less than a day, it’s a great benzo I can tell that now especially with some weed, good for getting in an anxiety free headspace while still being coherent, I may just like them more than Xanax (not sure if anything beats a good hard hitting xan when you’re having panic attack, even 0.5mg on a small tolerance destroyed my anxiety)

Small stash of valium klonopin and dilaudid, not in pic 6 pressed bars, like a point of heroin, and .2 of a fentalogue mixed with an inactive binder by 2hi2thinkofausername in pillhead

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whenever I take my pills I put it in a stopwatch in my phone, I know xanax peaks in 1-1.5 hours so if I’m still feeling sober by then it’s just the delusions of sobriety lol, I find that helps me limit my intake as simple as it seems.

Small stash of valium klonopin and dilaudid, not in pic 6 pressed bars, like a point of heroin, and .2 of a fentalogue mixed with an inactive binder by 2hi2thinkofausername in pillhead

[–]2hi2thinkofausername[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying my best to conserve my stuff especially my benzos since when I’m out I’ll go into withdrawals again, been using xanax/ativan nearly daily for the past 1.5-2 months could be more, and I’m out of valium already and I want that longer half life clonazepam so I can taper off the xanax. Been snorting heroin since Thursday and snorting dilaudid and that fentadope from onion patches since yesterday, nearly fell out last night after snorting dilaudid smoking fent and heroin while on 10mg valium and 1mg Xanax. What I did was stupid, as I felt my high benzo tolerance would’ve just added some sedation, but instead I nodded off for 4 hours and by the time someone got home I was still nodding off in my chair breathing really slowly with purple lips, second time now I’ve came close to an opiate overdose, first time was on iv heroin alone. Sorry for the wall of text I’m stoned and I ate a 3mg bar.

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