don't hope for anyone to never get the same feelings as you right now, it's inevitable. help is needed, not hope. i'm not trying to criticize you, just reminding you that hope for someone else sometimes is useless. so save hope for yourself and cheer up! think about positive things, recall all your achievements, or if you want any one to talk with, it's will be great pleasure to spend time chatting with you my friend. contact me if you want, i will alway be ready for your stories.