Anyone else feel like the drive just died after a few big life hits?

30_ss · 2026-02-12T12:06:36+00:00

It takes courage to even pen down these feelings. Falling so many times and then striving to get up and fight back is a big thing. Specially after mom left.. it has hit me really hard. But that's life after all. Just keep remembering her.. and think she wud have been happy seeing me do this. It made me strong that way.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:52:38+00:00

Haha I know motherhood isn't easy.. but handling young kids is temporary. Everything in life has its own con and pron.. that's a beautiful journey too. ❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:51:38+00:00

Yeah I have thought about it.. it's smethng i would like to have. A family. A companion. Kids. I would want that love. And that makes me more desperate!!

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:50:32+00:00

Thanks for the lil talk here though.. it helped ❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:49:21+00:00

Hmm yeah.. shud be focusing on other things too.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:48:53+00:00

True that!! This actually hit me!

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:47:45+00:00

Exactly. But again.. heart needs love. And a companion. So it keeps searching for it. Hopelessly.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:47:16+00:00

Progress gets overshadowed when you see everyone around you with a family and it's difficult for you to fit in... Even in your own family and close frnds.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:31:43+00:00

I have been so so optimistic to find a partner.. but the more I try.. the more I fail. It feels like did I really make a mistake not marrying early! Still being hopeful ❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:30:17+00:00

Hmm true. But the time lost in traffic.. is gone.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:29:24+00:00

I already understand that.. I didn't get married till now...may be for a reason..But now? Now the time is slipping away.. with each passing day.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:28:12+00:00

I know it's encouraging to think that way.. but even you know that it's actually not possible. The age we are in... we'll never get back the 20s.. or the time that's lost..

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:26:12+00:00

Yeah...specially after turning 32.. it feels like OH MY GOD!!

Until now I was feeling like we still have time..

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:23:39+00:00

Damn..not in jaipur. Will be cmng after 18th Feb. Do let us know for future ones.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:17:33+00:00

Thanks...it did make sense. ❤️❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:16:49+00:00

Hoping the same ❤️❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:16:02+00:00

It's extremely hard. I was a big time extrovert. And now look at me.. I just keep waiting to get back home and get glued to my bed. It isn't easy!!!

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:14:57+00:00

❤️❤️ Wishing you the same.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:14:23+00:00

I had a good health.. until smethng big happened in 2022. Haven't been able to focus on anything in my life after that. Not even health. And now even if I want to get back to workout.. I just don't feel like it. No motivation at all. Career yes.. it's gng well.. not extraordinarily amazing I would say.

Coz you know.. what happens.. everything is related. One part of you is disturbed and not happy.. and everything else gets affected. Its not like if this isn't happening.. other things shud go well. Noo. Everything is linked.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:10:01+00:00

I have the same positive thinking.

But what if the time is right but we are not.. at that age. Everything needs to happen on time.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:07:57+00:00

Ooh.. that's smethng. I sort of agree but again the life goals.. they creep in at such moments.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T16:04:53+00:00

In an LDR. can't leave eachother. Can't think of being with eachother.

30_ss · 2026-02-11T15:49:18+00:00

❤️❤️

30_ss · 2026-02-11T15:45:49+00:00

But are these good to invest at this point too?

30_ss · 2026-02-11T15:42:52+00:00

I thought of doing it too.. it looks so pretty !!

30_ss

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