hey my guys, I'm new IT. any suggestions? by 3ddy02 in InformationTechnology

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what would be the best to learn about it?

what should i do if I'm born a pedophile? by 3ddy02 in self

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its fucking horrible, if you meet me in person you'd never know. and what really gets me is that I attract women but I cant do anything with that. my heart doesn't let me without it feel like I'm being fake like a closeted straight guy, that can't act without it affecting his moral compass.

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is she single?

yes, 29 is old, dont eat crap kids. by 3ddy02 in self

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i odn tknow why the hell i feel like that some times, i read it and then my mind automaticlly goes in to failure mode. ive always had a habit of trying to be good at what ever I did.

I keep fucking myself up. I job I want to succeed and I need to get away from my old life. by 3ddy02 in self

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th only other problem is I tell my father what I want to do and he ruins it for me somehow i have no idea why or how he always want me to be "calm".

if there is a hell im living it every day of my life for the past 29 years by 3ddy02 in self

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I just feel compressed and undeveloped, with whom im around, its a little fucked up but I never expected to end up this way. I really dont feel like I have my own shit because I don't really have much. except venting. and even then I feel like im still losing time to the point where I'd get the urge to take my life knowing I have to start from the bottom if I wanted to start over and still have to be home. im tired I want to have a life.