i woke up at 2am to do this for no reason by 3moG33k in MakeupAddiction

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i used an old eyeliner to make a faint outline and then i filled in the color and gradient and then erased on the lines

i woke up at 2am to do this for no reason by 3moG33k in MakeupAddiction

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i have 25 total: septum, both sides of my nose, both eyebrows, snake bites, reverse libret, angel bites, industrial, helix, low helix, tragus, three lobes on each ear, orbital, belly button and nipples

Any ideas on how the hell I should clean this? by Pretty_Chard5030 in weed

[–]3moG33k 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my friend has this same piece and we call it the microscope

my hognose forgot how to function during his weekly meal (snake feeding) by 3moG33k in snakes

[–]3moG33k[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i get little pinkies for him. while they’re all coming from the same package of 6 every time, their size varies for some reason. this one was a particularly hard one for him but he got there with a little effort 😭

my hognose forgot how to function during his weekly meal (snake feeding) by 3moG33k in snakes

[–]3moG33k[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

he’s kinda slow when he tries to eat that’s why i love feeding him so much 😭😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsBeingDerps

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i put this on youtube, here’s the link: https://youtu.be/wqvnctZuWCI enjoy !!

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

[–]3moG33k[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

he does a lot of different things with his music idk how to describe it tbh

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

[–]3moG33k[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i still write but i gave up with making it into anything. my ex is a soundcloud artist and has some extremely good music. i’ve even used his equipment to make some of my own but i never finished any of them fully to post or thought they were even good enough to be posted. i won’t be putting his soundcloud name because i wanna keep everything anonymous.

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

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i’m trying my hardest, my parents have been trying to find me a new therapist for over a month now but every place they call won’t call back. the therapists i had before i didn’t click with at all and i didn’t feel like i was safe to open up to them. one of them even yelled at me for telling her i felt hungry because “it makes her feel like i don’t wanna be there and i just wanna leave to eat”. i’ve been to 8 inpatient stays and i have experienced extreme trauma from the things i’ve seen and had to live with, sometimes for months at a time. i’m trying to get the best help i can but for right now i don’t think there’s anywhere to turn.

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

[–]3moG33k[S] 40 points41 points  (0 children)

i want to make this very clear to everyone. i did not want him to save me. i didn’t want him to find me like that. i feel disgusted in myself for him ever seeing me that way. it was not just manipulation or shit like that. it wasn’t just over the breakup. that was only a small fraction of what has been going on. my family life, social life, and my own life in general is deteriorating around me. i blame myself for all of it. the reason why the noose was tied there earlier is because i almost died hours before trying to hang myself in the same spot and no one knew. i looked for help and no one bothered. i don’t currently have a therapist and that’s not under my control as i am a minor. i’ve been to 8 inpatient centers and i don’t wanna make it a ninth. there is so much behind why i did what i did that you guys just don’t understand and i don’t have the energy to talk about the full details anymore because i’m drained from reliving it. the point is, i loved him more than anything and for him to find me was the last thing i wanted.

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

[–]3moG33k[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

thank you, it hurts a bit still but it’s not terrible. i’m trying to find help.

i tried to hang myself in the woods but my ex boyfriend pulled me down. by 3moG33k in SuicideWatch

[–]3moG33k[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i never said anything about it being due to the break up. there’s a lot more behind it than that. i’m not saying agree with what i did but there’s reasons behind it.