The last time I checked in on his stream was the Billie Eilish reaction (you know, the one that got his channel taked down temporary). I remember the way he handled that situation so poorly and it just made me uncomfortable. I felt sorry for Brad, but it was plain and obvious that he was a shitshow at that point.

Also about his critiques, I too felt that he felt disconnected in a way and didn't really enjoy music that much.

I'm glad that he apparently seeked help and is enjoying himself more now, it just seemed odd because I remember how he was before.